weâve been in the paper twice in a week.â He rubs his hand along the scruff of his chin. âSo you here to pick up Maxâs part?â
âYes, sir,â I say. âGlad you got it in so fast.â
âYouâre lucky to have Max. Donât know anyone who understands presses like he does. Better hold on to him.â
âIâm planning on it,â I say, following Cameron through the crowded aisles to the back room.
Willa follows and says, âWhy was your street in the paper two times?â
âOh, that homeless man they found.â Cameron reaches up and pulls down a small box and hands it to me.
âWhat man?â I ask.
âDonât you read the papers?â His grin is lopsided and teasing.
âIâve been a little preoccupied,â I say. âTell me.â
Willa is still as a treeâFirm, rooted.
âSome kids found this poor guy in the alley between two houses. You know the kind of skinny no-manâs-land where the houses are so close that you can barely walk between them? Like that, except he was squeezed into there. Like heâd gone to get out of the rain or something, which doesnât make sense to me, because there wasnât any cover. But anyways, he died in there andââ
âHe died?â I envision this man stuck between buildings ⦠dying. I shiver. âPoor guy. Did he die because he got stuck?
âDonât think so. Something about getting beat up,â Cameron says, walking out of the storage room when the front door rings, announcing an incoming customer. âDonât know nothing about him except they took him away.â He stops and turns to me. âThe saddest part is that no one knows who he is. In this world, how can someone not know? Itâs terrible.â He shudders and moves on as he says, âGo on. Iâll put it on the tab.â
I follow Cameron, and it isnât until I reach the front door that I notice Willa isnât with me. I walk back to the rear of the store and into the storage room, where I find her staring into space. âWilla!â
She doesnât startle, just slowly looks up at me, her gaze traveling in its sleepy-time way. âThat is the most horrible story.â Tears glaze her eyes. âSome guy crawled between houses and died? Poor, poor man.â She covers her face; racking sobs rise from her throat. Her body shakes with the released force.
I wrap my arms around my sister, pulling her close. Emotional lability, this is called. The neuro practitioner told me to expect these displays of âmood-incongruentâ behavior. I was warned that Willa might laugh at something sad, or cry fiercely at something mild. The emotion might not match the circumstance. But being warned about a behavior and experiencing it are not the same thing. Besides, this doesnât seem so incongruent as completely excessive. What did the practitioner say to do? I canât remember. At the time, I didnât believe I needed to know. My sister wouldnât have this weird emotional reaction with the initials PBA, which stands for something I will never be able to pronounce. Now I donât know what to do, or how to act. I hold her. âItâs okay,â I say, as though sheâs a child.
âNo, itâs not okay.â She pulls from my embrace and rubs at her eyes, grimacing as she swipes the stitch. âIt is just not okay.â
âWhat can I do?â I ask, helpless.
âI donât know.â She shakes her head. âI donât know ⦠anything.â
âLetâs get home,â I say. âTea and macaroons. How does that sound?â
She nods and turns, walking the wrong way, toward another closet.
âThis way,â I say, pointing to the doorway.
Willa stares at me; obvious frightened. âWhat if I stay this way?â
âYou wonât,â I say, flinging these words at the universe in
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