heâs trash. Itâs not right.â
âItâs not like we donât put it to good use,â she said indignantly.
âWhat do you mean?â
âWe take it back to the nest.â
For a moment I was hopeful. Stupidly I said, âAnd take care of it?â
âNo, no. The workers eat it. Theyâve been working like slaves, havenât they? Youâve seen how hard they work! They need their reward. Itâs only fair. Quite a feast it makes.â
The baby smiled down at me. Maybe it was just a gas grimace, or maybe it was having a dream of glory before its birth. But I knew, absolutely I knew, that this perfect baby didnât care about our little Theo. It didnât care about me or anyone else. It couldnât, because it was so perfect that it wouldnât even understand what it was like not to be perfect. It could never know weakness or fear.
But I could. Because I was broken inside too. And in that instant I decided that this perfect baby would never replace my brother.
I said, âI wonât help anymore.â
âOh, for heavenâs sakes. We have a contract.â
âI didnât sign anything!â
âYou donât need to. A spoken yes is still a contract. And we honor our contracts, donât we? Or where would we be? People saying yes when they meant no, and no when they meant yes? Thatâs no way of running a society. And we want a good orderly society. Thatâs why we make our babies so perfect. Only a perfect baby can make a perfect society.â
âIâm not helping!â I shouted. âIâdoânotâsayâyes!â
I expected her to be angry and show me her stinger again, to squeeze out a larger drop of venom. Why hadnât she stung me earlier? The onlyanswer I could think was that she needed me. Just like sheâd said, they couldnât do this without me.
âSteven. If you donât help, heâll die.â
âNo! If I help, our baby will die!â
âThis baby is your baby. Why canât you see that? This is your baby, only healthy, only without flaw and blemish! This is our gift to you! Youâre hyperventilating, Steven. Remember, deep breaths, just like Dr. Brown told you.â
âIâll tell my parents!â
âOh! Good heavens, such an idea! Please go right ahead. I can tell you exactly what will happen. Theyâll send you straight to the psychiatric ward for assessment and pump you full of sedatives and antipsychotics and start debating your diagnosis. Maybe schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, or who knows what other concoction theyâll invent for you!â
I knew she was right. I had to keep it all locked up in myself, spun and sealed like in a cocoon.
âNow,â the queen said, âtomorrow is Thursday, and weâll be calling on you then. Be ready.â
T HURSDAY AFTERNOON D AD WAS AT WORK , AND Mom was out at some kind of parental support group. Vanessa was walking Nicole to a birthday party and then doing some errands before picking her up and bringing her back. I was alone in the house with the baby.
I knew that whatever the wasps were going to do, it would be at night and I had to be ready. Theo was taking his nap, and I was downstairs in the kitchen with the baby monitor on. I got a pen and piece of paperâandstared at it, trying to form a plan, trying to think of a list of things that might help, that I might need.
Over the baby monitor a voice said: âSteven.â
My breathing stopped, the air corked in my throat. It was her voice, the queenâs. This wasnât right; it wasnât nighttime. I wasnât dreaming yet. I forced a breath into my lungs.
âSteven.â
I changed the channel on the monitor. There was a flare of static and then:
âItâs time, Steven. Open the babyâs window and remove the screen.â
âNo.â
I didnât even know if she could hear me through the
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