and now, as with most lies, he was getting in deeper and deeper. It didnât thrill him to know that, probably sooner than later, he was going to have to let his little girl down.
âDo you care? No. Uh-uh. You do not. No, sir, not Mr. Chase Cooper. Heâs as cool as a cucumber. He just sits there, as calm as he pleases!â
But first he was going to have to listen to Annie telling him what he already knew, that he was an idiot for having gotten them into this mess in the first place.
ââjust drives me crazy! Iâm sitting here, wound up like a spring, thinking about what a hideous mess weâre in, but do you worry about it?â
âAnnie, trust me. Iâm worrying.â
âYou are not,â Annie said coldly. âIf you were worrying, you couldnât eat a mouthful. But you tore into your meal like a starving man at a banquet table.â
âYouâre damned right I did. I was hungry. I havenât eaten a thing since the caterer fed me that tenderized shoe leather and slippery toadstool concoction at the wedding.â
âShoe leather? Toadstool?â Annie quivered with indignation. âThat just shows what you know.â
Chase looked at Annie. He thought of replying, then thought better of it. Hell, he thought wearily, she was right. What did he know?
Enough to have built Cooper Construction into what it was todayâbut not enough to have saved his own marriage. And now he, of all people, was trying to save his daughterâs. There was a joke in there someplace, if only he could manage to see it.
He put his head back and let Annieâs angry tirade wash over him. He was too tired to argue, or even to answer. He hadnât felt this exhausted since the early years of their marriage, when heâd spent his days working and his evenings taking courses in finance and administration and whatever else heâd figured might help him grow his business into something he and Annie could be proud of.
He could still remember coming home late at night, too tired to see straightâbut not too tired to go into Annieâs arms, or to sit across the kitchen table from her and talk about everything under the sun, from some problem at a job site to politics to Annieâs day flipping burgers at the King.
When had it all started to go wrong? Heâd tried and tried to figure it out, but there hadnât been any one day or any one event. Things had changed, that was all, little by little, and so subtly that even now, after all this time, he couldnât put his finger on it. He only knew that at some point, Annie had stopped waiting up for him.
Not while he was still in school. No, it was after that. When he was scrambling for jobs, taking on work two, three hours from home; heâd drive back at night, so worn-out he could barely make it, because he didnât want to be away from Annie...until heâd figured out that there wasnât any point because the only thing sheâd say when she heard his key in the lock was âDonât track mud on the floor, Chase,â and then sheâd tell him his meal was in the microwave and sheâd go off to bed.
Hours later, after heâd eaten his dried-out dinner and pored over plans and specs for the next day, heâd trudge upstairs and find her asleep or pretending to be, lying far over on her side of the mattress, her back to him, her spine so rigid he couldnât bring himself to touch her.
Heâd thought things might improve when the money finally started coming in. He bought Annie extravagant gifts, things heâd always longed to give her, and sent her chocolates and huge bouquets of roses.
âThank you,â sheâd say politely, and heâd feel as if heâd somehow failed her.
Heâd still spent long hours on job sitesâhe was a hands-on kind of man, not the sort to sit behind a desk and anyway, if you wanted to stay on top of things, you had to be
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