decide.â
He tapped his fingers on the hard leather cover of the book, staring down at it as if pondering whether to return to his reading.
âPerhaps we could name him after your father, if itâs a boy.â
âNo,â he said decisively, slapping the book.
âYour mother perhaps, if itâs a girl?â
His eyes rose and held steady on mine. âPerhaps we should come up with something unique, instead of hanging a used name on him.â
âOr her.â I smiled.
âYes.â He yawned. âOf course⦠Would you mind awfully if I ran down to McGivneyâs? Some of the brothers are meeting for a game of darts.â
âOh, that sounds like fun,â I said as I put my knitting aside. âLet me get my shawl. Iâd like to get out.â
He rose and came to my side, placing his hand on my shoulder. âItâs dreadfully loud and smoky down there, my muse. And odds are that the brothers will have been drinking and you know how they get. You can barely stomach their antics when theyâre sober.â He laughed and kissed the top of my head. âI wonât be long, but you neednât wait up. You need your rest.â
âThen I guess weâre through with discussing names?â I asked, watching as he put on his heavy jacket to walk the few blocks down the street. He plopped his hat atop his head and smiled over his shoulder.
âI have no doubt you will find the perfect name for the child.â With that, he hurried down the steps and out the front door.
I glanced at the book heâd left behind and prayed that Annie was not working tonight.
Chapter 7
I COULD NOT TELL IF THOMAS WAS CONTINUING to grow more distant, or if I was growing distant from him. He was once again ecstatic about painting. However, when I asked him to tell me about his new project, he refused, saying only that it was going to set those bastards at the academy on their ears.
He would rise early, summon a carriage and would often be gone until after dark. When Iâd offer to fix him dinner, heâd respond by saying heâd âgotten a bite at the gardens,â or ârun into an old friend who owed him a meal.â I had no viable reason to mistrust what he told me. Nevertheless, I grew more despondent, knowing that my figure was not what it once was. My concern was furthered when Thomas, claiming the bed was no longer big enough for us both, resorted to sleeping in the guest room.
I was grateful for the days when the cold London rain would keep him captive at home. On those days, it seemed there was nothing amiss between us. We would chat as we sat near the fireâhim with his book and me with my knitting. And I would scold myself for my needless worry.
âHelen, my dear, what would you think of hiring a housekeeper? Someone who could help tidy up the studio, maybe dothe cooking? They wouldnât live here, unless you wanted them to, of course.â He glanced at me over his book. Weâd never had a servant in the house; Thomas thought it to be a sign of the blasé wealthy.
With him having not sold a painting in a while and with a child on the way, I wondered how we would afford it.
An idea popped into my head. âI could send for one of my sisters. Iâm sure that Mama could talk sense into Papa, once they learned of my condition. Her compensation could be room and board,â I offered, quite enthusiastic over the idea of having a sibling to keep me company while Thomas was away.
Thomas nodded and then shut his book soundly. âGood, Iâm glad youâre receptive to the idea. However, that wonât be necessary. I have already acquired a suitable candidate. She is a fine woman. Iâve known her for some time. Sheâs a good friend to the brotherhood and familiar with the studio. I wonât have to teach her what not to touch, how to clean brushes.â
My heart sank. âI see that youâve put much
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