to her, not the clumsy way theyâd almost done it as randy teenagers,but as mature adultsâmature adults who had unfinished business between them. His heart rate sped up just thinking about his lost opportunity last night.
How far was she willing to go with him? How far was he willing to go with her before he had to tell her there was no future for them? Hell, she knew that. She knew that better than anyone. He wouldnât even have to explain it. He didnât believe in love or marriage. The reasons were obvious. Heâd been a loner all his life. First out of necessity, then out of choice.
But she was special. The only person in the world whoâd known him then and now. He steered clear of relationships, of messy entanglements. But this wouldnât need to be messy. It would have a beginning and an end. The beginning would be tonight. The end would be in six months. She appeared to like him. God knew why, with his temperament. And was still attracted to him, if last night was any indication.
As for him, he was attracted to her, even more than heâd been when he was a lust-filled teenager. He thought about her; he couldnât stop. He fantasized about making love to her. He didnât want to stop fantasizing. It was harmless, or was it? Sheâd metamorphosed from a pretty, spoiled rich girl with a weakness for the town bad boy into a beautiful, sensitive, capable woman with a weakness for kids and her town and for him, too. At least he thought so. He had to find out.
Six
A few minutes later the bell over the door rang, and he went to the front office to see a young boy standing there, black eye, bloody nose, dirty shirt and torn pants.
âWhereâs the doctor?â the boy asked.
âIâm the doctor,â Sam said.
âWhereâs the old guy?â
âHe died. What happened to you?â Sam asked, putting his hand on the boyâs shoulder and leading him into the examining room.
âGot in a fight,â he said.
âUh-huh.â Sam took his dirty shirt off, then his ripped pants, cleaned him up and did a quick checkup before he bandaged his cuts. He didnât wince or complain. Sam admired that.
âHow old are you?â
âTwelve and a half.â
âWho started it?â
âThey did. They said I was a⦠They called me names,â the kid said, his lip swollen and his mouth twisted into a frown. Sam nodded. It all came back to him. The insults.
Your motherâs a whore.
Your paâs a drunk.
Trailer trash.
The schoolyard fights. Only heâd never had the nerve to walk into the doctorâs office like that. It was Hayley whoâd brought him in, more than once. Dragged him in. Under duress. It was her grandfather whoâd patched him up. Whoâd asked him the same questions he was asking now.
âWhereâre your parents?â
âMy momâs at work.â
The way he shifted his gaze told Sam the kid was lying. Just as he himself might have lied to Doc Bancroft. Maybe the boyâs mother was passed out on the couch after a night in the bar, or maybe sheâd taken off, leaving him alone in a travel trailer on the edge of town. Both scenarios were familiar to Sam.
âHave her call me,â he said, handing the dirty shirt back to the boy.
âWhy?â he asked, struggling into his jeans. âShe ainât got no money to pay you.â
âThatâs okay. I just want to tell her to change your bandages,â Sam said, handing him a tube of disinfectant and a package of bandages.
âI can do it myself.â
âSure you can,â Sam said. Sam patted him on the back even though he knew it embarrassed him. It was just an impulse. One he instantly regretted when he saw the boyâs eyes widen in alarm. âWhatâs your name?â Sam asked.
âRoy.â
âDonât fight anymore, Roy,â he said. Oh, that was helpful. That ought to do it. âCome
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