The Longest Ride by Nicholas Sparks

helped me in many ways. But the year was still very hard for me. Even though you had not written to Sarah, I knew you would see her again, and I worried that you might still develop feelings for her. And I was afraid that Sarah would see the same things in you that I did, and that she would use her charms to take you away from me.”
    “That would have never happened.”
    “I know this now, but I did not know it then.”
    I shift my head slightly, and all at once there are flashes of white in the corners of my eyes, a railroad spike near my hairline. I close my eyes, waiting for it to pass, but it seems to take forever. I concentrate, trying to breathe slowly, and eventually it begins to recede. The world comes back in bits and pieces, and I think again about the accident. My face is sticky and the deflated air bag is coated with dust and blood. The blood scares me, but despite this, there is magic in the car, a magic that has brought Ruth back to me. I swallow, trying to wet the back of my throat, but I can make no moisture and it feels like sandpaper.
    I know Ruth is worried about me. In the lengthening shadows, I see her watching me, this woman I have always adored. I think back again to 1940, trying to distract her from her fears.
    “And yet despite your concerns about Sarah,” I say, “you didn’t come home in December to see me.”
    In my mind’s eye, I see Ruth roll her eyes – her standard response to my complaint. “I did not come home because I could not afford the train ticket,” she says. “You know this. I was working at a hotel, and leaving would have been impossible. The scholarship only covered tuition, so I had to pay for everything else.”
    “Excuses,” I tease.
    She ignores me, as always. “Sometimes, I would work at the desk all night and still have to go to class in the morning. It was all I could do not to fall asleep with my book open on the desk. It was not easy. By the time I finished my first year, I was very much looking forward to coming home for the summer, if only to go straight to bed.”
    “But then I ruined your plans by showing up at the train station.”
    “Yes.” She smiles. “My plan was ruined.”
    “I hadn’t seen you in nine months,” I point out. “I wanted to surprise you.”
    “And you did. On the train, I wondered whether you would be there, but I did not want to be disappointed. And then, when the train pulled into the station and I saw you from the window, my heart gave a little jump. You were very handsome.”
    “My mother had made me a new suit.”
    She emits a wistful laugh, still lost in the memory. “And you had brought my parents with you.”
    I would shrug, but I am afraid to move. “I knew they’d want to see you, too, so I borrowed my father’s car.”
    “That was gallant.”
    “Or selfish. Otherwise, you might have gone straight home.”
    “Yes, maybe,” she teases. “But of course, you had thought of that, too. You had asked my father if you could take me to dinner. He said that you had come to the factory while he was working to ask his permission.”
    “I didn’t want to give you a reason to say no.”
    “I would not have said no, even if you had not asked my father.”
    “I know this now, but I didn’t know it then,” I say, echoing her earlier words. We are, and always have been, the same in so many ways. “When you stepped off the train that night, I remember thinking that the station should have been filled with photographers, waiting to snap your picture. You looked like a movie star.”
    “I had been in the train for twelve hours. I looked terrible.”
    This is a lie and we both know it. Ruth was beautiful, and even well into her fifties, men’s eyes would follow her when she walked into a room.
    “It was all I could do not to kiss you.”
    “That is not true,” she counters. “You would never have done such a thing in front of my parents.”
    She’s right, of course. Instead, I stood back, allowing her parents to