the same time soft and gentle, warming me from the inside out.
His kiss was gentle and exploring opening me up to receive everything he had to offer. He spun me around to see my just finished bathroom space. I did not know where to look first but my eyes were immediately drawn to the shower and the bouquets of wildflowers lining the floor.
I wanted to tell Damon how amazing it was and how special I felt but before I could speak he produced one lily from behind his back. My eyes met his as he handed me the lily.
During our early conversations I had told Damon about Jake and the lilies and the importance they had in our relationship. Damon was giving me a way out without all of the pain and suffering that comes from breaking off any relationship. Damon knew that my heart was not fully available and this was his way of asking me to allow him in.
I was staring at the lily, beautiful and elegant. Then I looked around the shower at the wildflowers and realized that Damon was using the wildflowers to describe us. We came from different places but when placed together we were spectacular.
I could feel Damon’s eyes on me and I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Jake was my past and a part of my foundation and no one can replace him. Damon is my future and he will leave his own mark on my soul.
When I opened my eyes I felt my hand open and the lily dropped to the floor. I heard Damon let out a held breath and I moved into his arms. I pulled his head down to mine and kissed him with every ounce of passion and desire I had. I immediately came alive for him and tangled my hands in his hair.
We slowly undressed each other taking time to appreciate every scar and curve earned before we knew each other. When we both stood naked Damon led me into the shower that was set to the perfect temperature. The wildflowers were getting wet but we only had eyes for each other.
I never believed another man would be able to make my body react the way Jake had and honestly Damon did not. Damon made my body react in his own wild and passionate way. He washed my hair giving me a scalp massage by the time I was ready to rinse I was already panting and whimpering for him. Damon took pity on me and he held my back against his chest and allowed his hand to glide over my stomach to the center of my need. I only needed one flick of his finger to make me come apart. If he had not been holding me up my knees would have buckled under me.
After we made it out of the shower and to the bed he took it upon himself to explain his feelings through each kiss and caress. I was breathing for his touch and every time I felt myself on the edge he would look me straight in the eyes and watch me fall deeper in love with him.
By choosing to live in the now I had given myself another opportunity at love and happiness. I was slightly concerned about telling Joshua until Damon explained that before he presented me with the lily he actually asked Joshua for permission to pursue me. I was touched that he respected both Joshua and me enough to do that and I made sure he understood how much so the next time we were alone.
Damon and I continued dating and although there were limited sleepovers because I wanted Joshua to grow up in a respectful household, it was obvious that there was no turning back. Not too mention Damon was quite creative in the when and where department. Let’s just say that I never thought I would be having sex in the backseat of car after high school.
A few weekends later Lily and Mike came to visit and although I had told both of them about Damon I had no idea how everyone was going to get along. I knew Damon was amazing and would do everything in his power to make sure my friends were welcome.
Yet Lily and Mike had only ever seen me with Jake. I know they want me to be happy but I also do not want them to think I am being untrue to Jake. Of course I was worried over nothing. Damon and Mike were
His kiss was gentle and exploring opening me up to receive everything he had to offer. He spun me around to see my just finished bathroom space. I did not know where to look first but my eyes were immediately drawn to the shower and the bouquets of wildflowers lining the floor.
I wanted to tell Damon how amazing it was and how special I felt but before I could speak he produced one lily from behind his back. My eyes met his as he handed me the lily.
During our early conversations I had told Damon about Jake and the lilies and the importance they had in our relationship. Damon was giving me a way out without all of the pain and suffering that comes from breaking off any relationship. Damon knew that my heart was not fully available and this was his way of asking me to allow him in.
I was staring at the lily, beautiful and elegant. Then I looked around the shower at the wildflowers and realized that Damon was using the wildflowers to describe us. We came from different places but when placed together we were spectacular.
I could feel Damon’s eyes on me and I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Jake was my past and a part of my foundation and no one can replace him. Damon is my future and he will leave his own mark on my soul.
When I opened my eyes I felt my hand open and the lily dropped to the floor. I heard Damon let out a held breath and I moved into his arms. I pulled his head down to mine and kissed him with every ounce of passion and desire I had. I immediately came alive for him and tangled my hands in his hair.
We slowly undressed each other taking time to appreciate every scar and curve earned before we knew each other. When we both stood naked Damon led me into the shower that was set to the perfect temperature. The wildflowers were getting wet but we only had eyes for each other.
I never believed another man would be able to make my body react the way Jake had and honestly Damon did not. Damon made my body react in his own wild and passionate way. He washed my hair giving me a scalp massage by the time I was ready to rinse I was already panting and whimpering for him. Damon took pity on me and he held my back against his chest and allowed his hand to glide over my stomach to the center of my need. I only needed one flick of his finger to make me come apart. If he had not been holding me up my knees would have buckled under me.
After we made it out of the shower and to the bed he took it upon himself to explain his feelings through each kiss and caress. I was breathing for his touch and every time I felt myself on the edge he would look me straight in the eyes and watch me fall deeper in love with him.
By choosing to live in the now I had given myself another opportunity at love and happiness. I was slightly concerned about telling Joshua until Damon explained that before he presented me with the lily he actually asked Joshua for permission to pursue me. I was touched that he respected both Joshua and me enough to do that and I made sure he understood how much so the next time we were alone.
Damon and I continued dating and although there were limited sleepovers because I wanted Joshua to grow up in a respectful household, it was obvious that there was no turning back. Not too mention Damon was quite creative in the when and where department. Let’s just say that I never thought I would be having sex in the backseat of car after high school.
A few weekends later Lily and Mike came to visit and although I had told both of them about Damon I had no idea how everyone was going to get along. I knew Damon was amazing and would do everything in his power to make sure my friends were welcome.
Yet Lily and Mike had only ever seen me with Jake. I know they want me to be happy but I also do not want them to think I am being untrue to Jake. Of course I was worried over nothing. Damon and Mike were
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