have had a lot to do with my brother. Heâd rip me out of bed at three a.m. and drag me off on some job. Next morning, Iâd sleep through a test and take another zero. It gets to the point where you donât bother studying.â¦â
These conversations are obviously one-sided, so Gecko has to work in some natural pauses. He walks to the window and opens the blind. The slats of the venetians are dusty, and he rattles off four sharp sneezes in quick succession.
âGesundheit.â
He turns fast enough to pop all the disks in his neck. No doctor or orderly has entered the room. Thatâs when he realizes that Douglas Healy is watching him.
Geckoâs reaction is so electric that, in dashing over to Healy, he stubs his toe on the IV pole and very nearly winds up sprawled across the patientâs bed.
âItâs you! Youâre awake! Weâre so sorry! You know we didnât do it on purpose! Weâre okay! Weâre still in the apartment, doing all the things you set up for us, just praying that youâll get better and give us another chance!â
Healyâs eyes are bloodshot and barely focused. âDo I know you?â The eyes widen. Heâs coming back, taking in his surroundings, working to dispel the fog. âWhatâs your name?â Suddenly, his expression changes from confusion to alarm. âWhatâs my name?â
Gecko is frozen to the spot.
âGecko,â comes a singsong voice, âitâs time to take out the library cart.â Roxanne pokes her head into 704. The shriek that escapes her is barely human. âGecko, you did it! You reached him! You brought him back! Nurse! Nurse! â
Healy tries to lift himself up, but falls back, exhausted. âGet me a mirror! Please!â
Roxanne steps forward and flips open the rolling tray caddy.
John Doe stares at his reflection on the underside of the lid. âMy God, I donât recognize my own face!â
Itâs plain from the panic in his voice that this is no mere groggy confusion. The patient may have been dazed at first, but heâs wide-awake now.
The room fills with nurses and orderlies. Several interns come running, and finally a staff physician.
âIâm Doctor Radnor. Good to have you with us. What do you remember about what happened to you?â
Healyâs voice is rising. âYouâre the doctor! You tell me! I donât even know who I am!â
âAll right, calm down, sir. Letâs take this one step at a timeâ¦.â
The room and everyone in it fade out for Gecko as his thoughts whirl. He alone knows Healyâs true identity. The doctors should have it. Healy should have it.
But what would the result of that be? Gecko, Arjay, and Terence would be exposed, and Healy would be in no position to speak up for them. The halfway house would be closed, and its occupants issued a one-way ticket back into the juvenile justice system. All this with no assurance that the information would do anything to bring back the group leaderâs lost memory.
Itâs too muchâtoo many twists and turns and surprises. Suddenly, Gecko canât stay in the room another second. He slinks out into the hall and collapses into a wheelchair parked by the wall.
He canât shake off the cold sweat thatâs making him weak and dizzy. There he sits, rocking slightly, hugging his shoulders and trembling. Thereâs excited chaos in 704, but he hears only white noise.
Amnesia! After everything else thatâs happened, amnesia too. Itâs like all this is a bad movie, hatched from the twisted imagination of some sadistic screenwriter who specializes in worst-case scenarios.
Healy is the one person who has half a chance of setting things rightâbut the guy in there isnât Healy anymore. And thatâs not even the worst part!
This is our fault. We took the only person who cared about us and ruined his life.
Surely thereâs nothing
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