mean my mom and Benjamin . . . I also, you know . . . you know, weâre like friends and all from before.â
Nicely expressed, Zoey , she thought.
Lucas smiled his serious smile. âI guess I kind of surprised you.â
âWhy? Do I look terrible?â She cringed and took another stab at untangling the birdâs nest on her head.
âNo, you look wonderful.â
âI donât think so,â Zoey said, laughing wryly. âI mean, usually I try to wear something more than a T-shirt.â
âTrust me, you look wonderful.â
âNot that Iâm wearing just a T-shirt,â Zoey added quickly. âI mean, Iâm wearing underwear.â Instantly she felt the blush rising in her cheeks. She gulped and looked down at the table.
âMe too,â Lucas said, grinning at her discomfort.
Zoey sighed. âIâm not exactly awake. When Iâm awake, I babble a little less. I still babble, but less.â
âWant some coffee? Thereâs still some in the pot your mom made.â
âNormally, no, but since the hot waterâs out and Iâm making a fool of myself, maybe I could use a cup. Or six.â
Lucas got up, went to the kitchen counter, and poured. She sat down at the table and reached for a sweet roll. With the first few sips of coffee, her confidence began to return. So sheâd babbled, big deal. After all, it wasnât like Lucas had a lot of other alternative conversational partners on the island.
This thought brought guilt with it. Her stomach churned. A mental picture of Jake formed in the air just over Lucasâs head.
âYour mom can still cook,â Zoey said.
âYeah,â Lucas agreed affectionately.
âIs she . . . are you two talking?â
Lucas shrugged. âMy mom is trying to play it safe. She wants to make peace, but if she defies my father outright, well . . . You know my father. Heâs very âold country.â He thinks heâs the absolute ruler of the house, period, just like he is on the boat.â
âStill, heâs letting you live there,â Zoey remarked, taking a bite of the roll.
âItâs all a part of the same thing,â Lucas said. âHeâs Portuguese, Acoreano. Heâs an islander going back in his family to long before Chatham Island had even been discovered by whites. Family is very important, and you have to take care of family no matter what, so no, he wonât just kick me out. Not until he can figure out something to do with me, anyway.â He rolled his eyes. âLike I said. Very old world.â
âBut isnât your mom from the Azores, too?â
âNo. She emigrated from the Netherlands. The Dutch are a bit looser, I guess.â He used his fingers to rake a strand of hair that had fallen over his eye. âThatâs where I got my blond hair,â he said. âJust think Little Dutch Boy.â
Zoey patted her own hair with her free hand. âJust think sparrowâs nest.â
Lucas was about to say something else, but he bit his lip and fell silent. The silence stretched awkwardly for a moment.
âAre you going to be going to school?â Zoey asked.
âYeah. I still need a year, what with the Youth Authoritybeing so much better at locking people up than it is at education. So, yeah, Iâll be going to Weymouth High. I know everyone on the island will be thrilled to find that out.â
Zoey nodded glumly and chewed the last bite of her roll thoughtfully. âI guess it will be kind of rough for you.â
âAnd for anyone who befriends me,â Lucas said, his voice dropping. âWhich is why I want to say something. Youâve been very sweet, Zoey, but I donât expect you to talk to me in public. I understand how it is. I promise it wonât hurt my feelings if you blow me off.â
Zoey hesitated. What was she going to do about this? It seemed awfully hypocritical to talk to Lucas here,
Kōbō Abe
Clarence Lusane
Kerry Greenwood
Christina Lee
Andrew Young
Ingrid Reinke
C.J. Werleman
Gregory J. Downs
Framed in Lace
Claudia Hall Christian