family.â
âWho is that?â
âI donât knowâyet,â he admitted. âBut Iâll find them.â
âAnd how will they be her true family?â Connie asked, keeping her voice low enough that even if Silver awakened, she wouldnât be able to hear. âDoes she know any of them as she knows you, has known you all her life?â
âSheâll learn to know them, to love them.â His body shifted, his shoulders hunched forward in a defensive state, though he was probably unaware of it. âChildren are adaptable.â
âSilver has a great capacity for love, yes,â Connie agreed.
âBut that also leaves her terribly vulnerable to being hurt by those she cares most about. You,â she added.
âI wonât ever hurt herâ was Wadeâs fierce response. Then his voice altered, evidencing his frustration. âIâll just tell her that Iâm not really her father, that there was a mistake.â
âIn what world would that make it better for Silver?â Disgust, frustration and anger spilled together and spurted inside Connieâs heart like a geyser of pure acid. âTo Silver you are her father. To be rejectedââ
âIâm not rejecting her!â Wade spat out angrily.
Connie grasped his arm and drew him to the far side of the yard, so they wouldnât disturb the child. Wade followed her lead, but he clearly was not happy.
âYou insist on attributing the worst possible motives to me. I donât want to send her to someone else,â he insisted.
âDonât you?â Connie wasnât ready to let him off the hook. âWouldnât that make it easier for you?â
âNo!â He glared at her. âHow could that be easier?â
âBecause you wouldnât have to risk losing her once youâd let yourself love her.â
âIââ The words seemed to shock him into silence. Or else Wade was so furious that he couldnât speak. Either way, he let his angry gaze do the talking.
âI know you think itâs none of my business, but I care about her.â
âIt is none of your business,â Wade gritted.
âIt is because Silver trusts me. I donât want to see her get hurt.â She studied him for a moment. âMy former fiancé was a lot like you.â
âReally? The lawyer?â He was deliberately goading her now.
Connie ignored his tone.
âYes.â
âHow?â Wade challenged.
âHe said all the right things, did all the right things. He seemed like he would be the perfect husband, just like you seem the perfect father. You give Silver lovely gifts, nice clothes, expensive schooling.â
âWhatâs wrong with that?â
âNothing.â She wouldnât release his gaze from hers.
âThen?â Wade sounded totally exasperated.
âMy fiancé offered material things, too. A beautiful diamond ring, a lovely home, fancy places we were supposed to travel to.â She smiled at him. âExcept the real man showed himself, and his pretend love was nothing but a sham. It became obvious that he never really loved me at all.â
âI donât think the comparison is valid, but do go on,â Wade ordered tersely.
âHis concern that I not wear myself out caring for Billy?â She shook her head. âThat was really concern that he wouldnât get all my attention and that I wouldnât be there, free to do whatever he wanted when he wanted.â
âYou make him sound selfish.â Wade crossed his arms over his chest.
âI donât make him sound that way. He was.â Connie shrugged. âHis loss, because what he couldnât see was that Billy would have enriched his life far beyond the precious few moments he cost. He would have gained infinitely more if heâd stopped being afraid.â
âSo Iâm afraid?â
Connie met his gaze and
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