call you back after the bathroom is clean,â I said.
I ended the conversation and waited for my client to finish her scrubbing. âSo, whatâs up?â I asked with gentle amusement in my voice. âDid you see
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She got a sheepish look on her face. âYeah, it was on last night.â
I gave her the phone and listened to her talk to her mother. They laughed and cried, and her mother turned out to be very understanding. Except about the demon possession. âWhy would you say you were possessed? How awful! Youâre going to church every Sunday with me. You need God!â her mother said.
My client hung up the phone and looked at me. As I walked her out, I gave her a hug.
âGo to church, girl,â I said, âand leave the devil alone.â
*Â *Â *
I burst out of the drugstore, letting the door go so that it almost hit Will as he followed me outside. Let him get his own damn door. I was sick of his questions. Tired of him telling me he no longer recognized me. Sick ofâ
The store alarm beeped as I stepped over the threshold, piercing my mental tirade. It certainly didnât shut Will up, though.
âDid youâor whoever is living in youâsteal something?â he yelled at me.
I turned on him with such anger. âGet off my shit, Will. There isnât anyone in me. Maybe itâs you. Or maybe I should just be alone. Iâm warning you, Will. Donât push me. I donât shoplift.â
I closed in on him as this thing inside of me emerged. I could tell she was defending me from him, but she also was shoving me aside, coming forward in an uncontrollable rage. I couldnât stop her.
âDonât you ever push her around.â I kept at him, poking against his chest, this massive six-foot-two bodybuilder with a chest like a rock. I had no trouble backing him up. But the strength was not mine. âWho the fuck needs you?â
With the small shred of me that was left, I knew that if he started to react negatively, it would get dangerous for both of us. Somehow, my beloved man sensed the same thing. He gently pulled me into him as he whispered in my ear. âItâs okay. Youâre okay, Jackie. I love you. Just listen to my voice. Donât let go of yourself . . .â
He took my hand and softly said that he was going to take me home. I felt tears running down my cheeks as our hands locked tightly. âPlease donât let this take me,â I managed to say.
âNever.â He started to lead me home. âYouâre mine forever, Jackie.â
As we walked down the peaceful leafy side streets, the other woman inside me began to relax. I could feel her slowly start to slip aside, as though Willâs tender heart and whatever meager strength I had left had been able to subdue her for the moment. Maybe sheâd felt our love for each other and had run away. Maybe sheâd seen something sheâd never had for herself. Maybe she had some unfinished business . . .
These thoughts rattled around in my head as we walked the few blocks home. I went inside and sat down on the couch. I knew I owed him an explanation, but I didnât have one.
âI know it isnât easy for you,â he said as he sat beside me, his tone clearly communicating that it wasnât easy for him, either. âI donât know where you go. You donât answer your phone. I feel like Iâm dealing with a stranger sometimes. Tell me, Jackie, if youâre working on something.â
âSomething is happening to me,â I said slowly. âI look in the mirror and see this woman standing beside me. She lives in me. She follows me . . . Iâm scared that one day we are going to switch places. Iâll be lost in her dimension, and sheâll be living my life with my family . . .â
Had my work done this to me? I had kept all of my clients throughout this whole
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