reach for the phone, I look around to make sure weâre still speaking in private. Skinny Manâs mouth hangs open, and he hasnât budged a bit.
âCan you connect me to Highpoint Baptist Church in Tallahassee, Florida,â I say to the operator, and while it rings, I whisper to Paul, âWhatâs our next plan?â
âPardon me?â says a man on the other end of the line.
âOh. Oh, gosh. Iâm sorry. I was talking to someone here. Listen, you donât know of a place called The Great Good Bible Church of Panhandle Florida, do you?â
âThe Great Good Bible Church. I donât think so. Why?â
Why? Well, huh. Nobodyâs asked me that before. I swallow, and then, because heâs got a nice voiceâabout as much like Daddyâs as the little lamb womanâs was like MamaâsâI start talking. Like heâs my own personal pastor.
âWell, sir, this is all kind of crazy,â I say. âThe thing is, Iâm looking for The Great Good Bible Church and this Holy Roller preacher called Hallelujah Dave because Iâm pretty sureâalmost one hundred percent positive, actuallyâthat thatâs where my mama is. She needs her medication. And I need her.â
âOh,â says the Daddy-like man on the other end of Mamaâs cell phone.
And thatâs all he has time to say, because I start up again. âAnd Iâm on my way to bring her home. But I canât very well do that if I canât find her, can I?â Thatâs what I say into the phone, and thatâs when I feel Paul touch my arm with his fingertips. I turn to look at him, and heâs holding one finger up to his lips, as a shh sign. But not in a mean way like this morning. This time itâs almost gentle, really.
And then I look across at Skinny Man, and guess what? Heâs staring straight at me too.
âNo, I guess you canât,â says the voice I forgot was there. âThat would make it pretty tough,â he says. âBut I have something for you, my dear. I donât know The Great Good Bible Church, but Hallelujah Dave Iâve heard of. Just this morning. He was in the Tallahassee paper, and I hate to tell you this, but that manâs in jail. I donât know where that puts your mama, but the fellow who calls himself Hallelujah Dave is most definitely in the county jail.â
Jail. Jail? My throat stops up, and I drop the phone into my lap like itâs on fire. I hear a murky, spooky voice calling out, âMiss? Miss, are you okay?â But itâs Paul who reaches for the phone and says âThank you for your helpâ before hanging up properly. Which is only right, because the pastor from Highpoint Baptist truly was a help. Just not the kind of help I expected. Or wanted, really.
Chapter Thirteen
I sit, stone silent, for a while, my eyes kind of burning from looking out the window at everything flying by.
Hallelujah Daveâs in jail. I cannot believe that this is whatâs become of my mamaâs life, or mine. We are good stock, or at least thatâs what she always says. If one of us isnât feeling right about something, like when Daddyâs roofing business suffered and we had to âtighten our belts,â sheâd say, âDonât you worry, honey. We are good stock. This is a bump in the road, but we are good stock and weâll be fine. You can have faith in that.â And we always did.
But at some point I guess Mama stopped believing it herself. Itâs like the cross around my neck. The shine wore right off, and suddenly Mama was hurling herself onto the floor of a strange church at a strip mall and crawling all the way to Florida with a guy who goes and gets himself thrown into jail.
I rub the cross. I like it. Itâs familiar. But my mama? I donât even know who my mama is anymore.
âIvy. Youâre shivering,â says Paul. âAnd you havenât said
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