Assuming it was one of her fatherâs friends hoping to meet up and be exceedingly right-wing sometime soon, Madison ignored it. Then the phone rang again. And again.
She pulled into a gas station. âHello, David Weissâs phone.â
âWhy werenât you picking up?â Her father cleared his throat. âIâve been calling.â
âYou need me to grab something for you, Dad?â
âNah. Howâs the old girl running?â
âThe Yukon? Fine, I guess.â Madison turned off the engine. âDo you need groceries?â
âNot really.â
âSo why did you call? I left the house five minutes ago.â
âCanât a father call his daughter just to talk once in a while?â
âWe ate breakfast together. And I donât like talking on the phone and driving. Itâs dangerous and I look like a goof.â
David Weiss sighed. âThe old girl runs like a dream though, doesnât she?â
âNot my dream. And stop calling it an old girl. Itâs a 2003.â
âOh, donât get all David Suzuki on me. Buy your own hybrid, you want one so damn much. They arenât cheap, you know. And what if it blows up, with that big weird battery? Itâs not like weâre gonna run out of oil around here, right? Right? You havenât heard that, have you?â
âIâm gonna go, okay Dad?â
âDonât worry about filling her up. Iâll take care of that.â
âThanks.â
âLove you.â
âLove you too, Dad.â
âLove you. Bye. Love you, sweetie. Say bye to Maddy, Garith. Woof woof. I ruh you. I ruh you ro ruch.â
In the waiting room at the clinic, Madison chose from among five 2002 Macleanâs magazines and looked at the words in an article about Leonard Cohenâs son without actually reading.
She doubted the machine would hear the babyâs heart over the insistent hammering of her own. Reaching twelve weeks in her pregnancy meant it was actually going to happen. Soon, toosoon, Madison would be a mother. A mother. The thought sent a jolt through her so potent that she pressed a thumb through Adam Cohenâs neck.
When the nurse called her name, Madison surveyed the room. Maybe someone else wanted to go first? Large woman with a beard in the Old Navy shirt? Terrified teenager with her parents? Anyone?
In the examination room, Madison looked at the illustrated chart. According to the full-colour drawing, at this stage in her pregnancy the baby resembled a naked mole rat. There was a knock and without waiting for a response Dr. Stevens opened the door.
On Canada Day, Madison had run into Dr. Stevens at a bar downtown. There, out of her white doctor coat, Dr. Stevens was known as Cecile. They hugged and reminisced about that party Madison had hosted in grade eleven while her parents were in Italy. Burned carpet downstairs, that couple no one recognized having sex in the bathroomâwith the door open. Where you living now? Yep, same basement.
At the clinic, there was no Cecile. Dr. Stevens said hello, asked if Madison was still throwing up regularly, and told her to lie down. Madison pulled her shirt up and pushed her skirt down while Dr. Stevens put clear goo on the Doppler.
âAny questions for me?â
Abby had suffered uterine rupture when Madison was born. Both of them had almost died in labour. At her last visit, Dr. Stevens had assured Madison that it wasnât a concern. âIf I was at risk for uterine rupture, how would I know?â
âShhh, just a second.â Dr. Stevens was hunting around with her machine. âHear that? Thatâs gas.â Then, a whooshing spaceship sound came out of the speakers. âThere it is. Can you hear that?â
âWhat is it?â
âThe heartbeat.â
Without giving it much thought, Madison started crying. The whooshing spaceship sound faded.
Dr. Stevens smiled and pulled the machine off
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