shaking.â
âWake fast. Happens.â
It came out in a mumble. Tam touched her shoulder anxiously.
âDid you hear the alert?â
âYes. I did. What alert?â
âYou and some of the others. Briefing Room Two. Iâve only got a minute, I have to get back.â
âAll right,â Hanna said vaguely.
âPromise? You wonât go back to sleep? Promise.â
âPromise.â
âI have to go. Hurry.â
âThank you,â Hanna said. She heard the swish of the door as it closed.
She got up, feeling heavy and unwieldy as a statue come to life. It seemed that she could only think one thought at a time, very slowly. There was a weight of nothing tangible in the pit of her stomach. When she started for the door, she stumbled.
The walk took forever.
When she entered the briefing room all the heads turned toward herâagainâas if the scene from a few hours ago were being repeated. Her stomach lurched and she stopped dead. But there were only three people thereâErik, Koster, and Hannaâs chief from Navigation.
âYouâre late,â Erik said, not quite in a snarl.
âIâm sorryâ¦.â She pushed a hand through her hair and looked at them blankly. It struck her that the discontinued stimulants were taking their revenge. The thought did not console her.
âDismissed. Except you,â Erik said, looking at Hanna. âSit down.â
She did. She was acutely aware of the hard seat of the chair. The pale blue of a wall was garish. The othersâ footsteps thudded loudly as they left. Koster gave her the strangest lookâhalf smug, half resentful.
When the door shut Erik said, âWhy didnât you come when you were called?â
âI didnât hear. I was sleeping,â she said, longing for more sleep.
He looked as if he didnât believe her. He said, âI donât have time to go through the whole thing again. You know about Beta?â
She tried to remember something about a Beta, and shook her head.
âSignal Beta. An hour ago. My God,â he said impatiently, âhow could you miss it? Another alien transmission, an exact duplicate of the first one, except that the locus referents are different.â
âWhat?â Hanna said, startled into wakefulness. Erik went on without slowing down.
âWeâre making the first Jump in that direction in four hoursâsooner, if Navigation gets it worked out faster. Youâre staying behind. Shuttle Fiveâs readyâshould be ready by now. Get in it and take off. I want maximum distance between you and this ship when we Jump. I donât want you smeared all over the cosmos. Get moving.â
âButâbutââ A sense of time-run-out seized her. She could not remember why. She tried to pick out sensible questions from the mass of them that assailed her. âWhat about communications? Iâve never flown one of those shuttlesâhow canâ When are you coming back for me? Youâre coming back, arenât you?â
âOf course weâre coming back!â Everything she said irritated him. His anger had lost none of its edge. He said with plain restraint, âI donât have time for details. Communications has a station assigned to you. You can get all the information you need from them. You shouldnât have any trouble with the shuttleâif youâre the hotshot pilot your dossier says you are.â
She nodded. She wondered why she had never noticed that Erikâs beautiful blue eyes were so small.
âBut how long will I be out?â she said.
âI donât know. At least as long as it takes us to calculate the parameters for a second Jump. You wanted to do this, dammit, and now youâre doing it, so get started!â
She got up cautiously, mindful of her leaden feet. âI didnât want to do it,â she said. âCommissioner Jameson wanted me to do it. Why
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