her prospects were not good.
That evening they made camp, and from his provisions Azzad shared spices to enliven a bland stew. Afterward they all sat around the fire listening to the young wives sing. Their voices were high and sweet, putting him in mind of his sisters. Half-closing his eyes, he could almost imagine himself back at home . . .
. . . upstairs in the arrareem, lazing on silken cushions and sipping cool fruit drinks after the evening meal. A breeze blew in from the hadiqqa maâaliqa, scented with citrus and flowers. Alessirâtwenty-two, eager to be married, and on the verge of settling things with a beauteous and wealthy girlâblushed furiously as they all teased him without mercy. Grandfather threatened again to marry the girl himself if Alessir didnât get on with it. Omma, not quite sixteen, played the harp and sang languishing love songs; she looked forward to choosing among dozens of handsome, adoring young men when Mother let it be known that her eldest daughter was ready for marriage. Mairid, a year younger, sighed her envy. Raâabi and Yasimine, still little girls, tended their menagerie of birds and rabbits and kittens, begging at intervals to ride the big horses like their sisters and brothers. Mother, glancing up from her tallying books, told them yet again that when they were big enough to saddle one, they were big enough to ride one, but until then they must make do with their half-breed ponies. . . .
Azzad rose abruptly to his feet, unable to bear the music any longer. He paced to the rocks where heâd tethered Khamsin, buried his face in the satinsoft neck, and, for the first time since that terrible night in Rimmal Madar, wept.
Late that night, snug in a blanket near the glowing embers of the fire, he woke abruptly, his heart pounding. No dream lingered to disturb his mind, but neither was there any sound in the starlit darkness to alert his ears. A year ago he would have considered it tiresome, all this jolting awake in the middle of the night. But other times heâd woken thus heâd either learned something useful or saved his own life. He paid heed to the night and the desert around him, listening intently and slitting his eyes open.
The mother, father, daughter, wives, and children occupied the wagon; the two sons had curled up in blankets near Azzad by the fire. These blankets were now empty. Azzad eased over onto his back, raising his head slightly. The wagon was still here.
Was Khamsin? The stallion would scream his outrage if anyone came near. But suddenly Azzad could not get it out of his mind that something threatened their freedom.
About to rise and investigate, he suddenly heard what must have awakened him: a feminine giggle, muffled as if in a manâs shoulder. Azzad grinned at his own foolishness and relaxed. Of course; the brothers had gone off with their wives for a little midnight gratification.
A few moments later he heard a soft footstep. Scarce had he opened his eyes when a womanâs voice whispered, âLie stillâI mean you no harm.â
The plain, dull-witted, unalluring daughter nudged aside Azzadâs blanket and slithered down beside him. She was clad only in her waist-length black hair. He scrambled away from her, throwing the wool blanket over her body.
âLady, what are you doing?â He kept his voice low; if her father and brothers caught them here, heâd be dead.
Or married.
Which, he realized as she smiled nervously up at him, was precisely her intention. He was young, handsome, and though he had no family they knew of and no prospects they could see, any husband was better than no husband. A threat to his freedom, indeed. No wonder the other blankets around the fire were empty.
âMake a baby for me,â she breathed.
Acuyib help him! âLady,â he said with careful courtesy, âthis is wrong, I will not despoil youââ
âOh, thatâs already been done.â She sat
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