selling what is sure to be a best-selling true crime novel about the
recent serial murders in a small town in Connecticut. I am an award-winning
journalist who has been covering small town life for a decade. I have exclusive
information that has not been revealed in any major newspapers, as well as some
exclusive sources that will surely make this a must-have title for any reader.
I can promise that this will be an extremely popular book.
I am including some of my sample news stories as
well as some of the material I attempted to publish in my newspaper, but which
my editor would not publish due to his fear of the "fallout."
Please contact me as soon as possible to discuss a
potential partnership.
Thank you so much for your consideration.
Best regards,
Lila DeRosa
Chapter 15
I hear the key in the door just as I'm filling
one of my last boxes at the old apartment.
Ugh.
I was really hoping to avoid a scene.
“Hi,” Scott says, quietly.
“Hi,” I say, not looking his way. “I’m
almost done.”
“No rush. I’m glad I caught you… Lila,”
he says.
“Yes?” I say, still continuing to pack
up my things.
Scott picks up a picture of us from a
football game. It feels like centuries ago.
“Stop for a minute and talk to me,” he
says.
I turn and look at him. He recoils from
my coldness.
“Haven’t you talked enough, Scott?”
He looks down.
“You’re right. I should have been more
supportive. I should have listened. I was self-absorbed. Maybe I felt like I
was losing you in some way. And it scared me,” Scott says.
I sigh.
“Maybe you were, Scott. And maybe that’s
why this is for the best. I really have sights for myself beyond this little town.
I want to do real writing. Real writing that makes a difference. And no one supports
me. Not you. Not Ray. No one. I need to find people who will,” I say.
“Like Sam?” he says.
I blush before I can look away.
“Please, Scott. Sam has nothing to do
with this. He’s a source. That’s all.”
“Don’t bullshit me, Lila. You’re not that
far gone that I don’t know you anymore.”
“Okay, so we have a connection. We’re
both passionate about Ainsley’s story. We’re both feeling rather…alone…at the
moment,” I concede, again not meeting Scott’s eyes.
“Oh, really?” Scott says.
“Don’t get angry. That’s not why I’m
here. I’m not defending myself to you anymore,” I say.
“Okay, okay—I’m not going to ask any
more questions. I just want you to be careful. You're in a vulnerable position
right now. You’re not…yourself,” Scott says.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” I push my
glasses back up on my nose.
“I don’t know, Lila. You haven’t been
yourself since you started obsessing over this story. I can’t explain it. You've
gone…somewhere else."
I sit down, wearily.
I know he's right.
Or maybe—just maybe—this is
who I really am. Who I've been all along.
“Talk to me, babe. Just talk,” he says.
“Can you get me a beer?” I say.
“Of course.”
He grabs two beers and sits down next to
me.
“There’s something I never told you,
Scott,” I say.
“Okay—tell me now, then.”
“This is really hard to talk about, so
just let me talk,” I say.
“Okay."
And so I tell Scott the story .
He knew that my parents died when I was
young. He knew there was a fire. But that’s all he knew: whatever the
newspapers told him.
Now, I tell him my own story:
I tell him about the fire.
I cry some.
He listens.
And then, I'm done.
“Jesus, Lila,” Scott says.
He puts his beer down.
“Can I hug you?” he says.
I put my beer down, and feel his arms
around me.
We hug tightly. I feel myself getting
vulnerable again, and I pull away.
“It’s okay to hug, Lila,” he says.
“I know,” I say.
“Why didn’t you ever tell me?” he says.
“I don’t tell anyone. It’s buried so deeply
inside of me—I think these headlines and this tragedy and the media
circus
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