wasnât exactly surprised, it still felt like another stab in the back.
Why did her mother hate her so much?
Nana Rose had always denied that. âItâs all about Carrieâ was what she would say, trying to dismiss Annaâs motherâs behavior with a shrug. But to Anna that felt just the same as hate.
âWait. You lived with your grandmother, not your mother?â
âYes.â
âFor how long?â
âSince I, um . . . since I was almost five.â
She half caught his muffled curse. âSon of aââ
âItâs okay,â she said. âI love my grandmother. A lot. But . . . she died in October.â
âWow. Iâm sorry to hear that, Anna.â She heard him take a deep breath. âYou know, you have another grandmother. And a grandfather, too.â
Annaâs breath caught in her throat, and inside her chest her heart began to thump real hard, like when she rode her bike too fast down a hill. She hadnât thought about more grandparents.
âYeah.â He nodded and gave her a crooked smile. âMore grandparents.â
âIn there?â She turned to look at the three-story brick building with its long rows of balconies.
âNo. Not here. They have their own house not too far away. Weâll meet them soon enough. Meanwhile, time to get you two inside.â While he helped Miss Eva, Anna carried both of their bags. She knew Miss Eva had to really be out of it to let anybody else carry her bag. On the train sheâd guarded it like it was worth a fortune.
They took an elevator to the second floor then down an open, wind-whipped balcony, past three doors until they got to apartment 207. Most of the other doors had a little wreath or something else Christmasy hanging on them. But not his. Just a plain brown door with a peephole and a number on it.
She didnât realize how cold she was until they closed the door against the bitter weather. Once he settled Miss Eva into a chair, she seemed to perk up a bit.
âAch, Karl. Mein Brüder.â She blinked when he flipped lights on in the living room and kitchen. Then, as she stared around the apartment, her eyes got that foggy, confused look. âWhat is this place?â
âKarl moved,â Anna said, kneeling next to Miss Eva. She patted her arm, trying to reassure her. âItâs okay, though.â
âMoved? But . . .â The old woman turned a stricken face up to Tom. âBut why, Karl?â
Again Anna replied before he could. âYou know. The war. Everything is different now. But itâs good, right? Nice chairs to sit in. A nice kitchen, too.â She held her breath, praying Miss Eva would just go with the flow and not get all agitated.
Miss Eva clutched the chair arms, her knuckles tense as she looked around, and her expression worried. But when her gaze returned to Tom she smiled, and beneath her hand Anna felt her relax. âOh, Karl. Is so good to be with you again.â
Anna gave her father a pointed look. Donât spoil everything.
As if he heard her silent plea, he nodded and managed a smile. âIâm glad youâre here, too. So.â He rubbed his hands nervously together, then unzipped his jacket and shrugged out of it. âHow about we get you two settled for whatâs left of the night. Anybody hungry?â
Anna was starving, but Miss Eva refused food. While Anna helped the exhausted woman into Tomâs giant king-size bedâsheâd peeked into the other bedroom to see no bed, only a mountain bike, some ski equipment in the corner, a computer desk, and a tall bookshelfâTom heated soup for her.
Anna only managed to remove Miss Evaâs coat and shoes before the woman collapsed back onto the bed. So she pulled the soft comforter over her and let her sleep in her clothes.
In the dining area between the living room and the kitchen bar Tom had laid out crackers, butter,
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