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Coming of Age,
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Family,
Novel,
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NAACP,
civil rights movement
âThis is B.J.â To B.J. I sign: Henry Lee.
Henry Lee studies him several moments before speaking. âYou like the trains?â He pushes the button to set it running. B.J.âs surprised face is all glee. Henry Lee goes on a long lecture, the fascinating world of his diesel caravan, despite knowing damn well my brother doesnât understand a word. Maybe Henry Lee likes that: no interruptions.
âThis garage door slides up for the fire engine to come barrelin out. Hereâs the coal car. Look like real coal, right? Donât touch. This safety stick really goes down when the train approaches the street crossin, donât touch! â
I sit staring at them, brand-new Sopwith Camel model in my hand which Henry Lee doesnât even seem to take notice of. Finally he sits back and lets B.J. observe in peace, my brotherâs face all wonder. âI never met a dummy before.â
âDonât call him that.â
âLemme see it.â Iâm so relieved Henry Lee has finally shown interest, I hand my flyer over instantly, completely forgetting Iâd meant to hold back a bit. How long had I been coming here before he let me work his train? He inspects the Camel from different angles. I figure as we play I could ease into asking him could I put one of his little people in the pilotâs seat, heâs got so many little people, and maybe heâd let me keep the guy under the promise I bring the model over often for him to play with, but I barely have time to flash these thoughts through my mind before he hands back my aeroplane, seeming already bored with it.
âI wasnât being mean. Before âdummyâ got to be an insult, it just meant somebody who couldnât talk.â
âI think I know that.â
âSo.â
âSo he can talk.â
âCan he?â Henry Lee looks at B.J. with new interest, and I know I just slipped up. The train goes into the tunnel and comes out the other side, and B.J. laughs out loud. Apparently itâs his favorite part.
âI mean, it sounds a little funny. He canât hear, so he doesnât know what the words are supposed to sound like, and he doesnât know what he sounds like, soââ
âMake him say somethin.â
My stomach tight. âWhat?â
Henry Lee has not taken his eyes off my brother. He walks to him, leans into his face, and with great exaggeration enunciates âtrain.â B.J. glances at him, but cannot transfer his attention from the moving passenger and freight cars, so Henry Lee turns it off. B.J. opens his mouth to protest, and I fear a tantrum might be coming, but Henry Lee points to the locomotive again and says, â Train .â B.J. stares at him. Henry Lee picks up his Packard. â Auto .â He points to himself. â Henry .â
B.J. looks at Henry Lee, a little smile turning the corners of my brotherâs mouth. Suddenly Henry Lee claps his hands violently in B.J.âs face. âSPEAK!â
B.J. and I are both startled. Then I hand-tell him: Say my name.
He looks at me, then at Henry Lee. B.J. is no longer smiling.
âSPEAK!â Henry Leeâs eyes wild.
âRan ul.â
Henry Lee looks at him, confused.
âThat was âRandall.ââ
âRandall?â
âI told you it wasnât gonna sound exactlyââ
âNo no. Say it again.â B.J. is confused. Henry Lee purses his lips, acting as if it is a struggle for him to say it: âRan ul.â
My eyes flash at Henry Lee.
âRan ul,â he says again, in B.J.âs face.
âStop that.â
âRan ul,â says B.J. My breathing.
âRan ul,â says Henry Lee.
âHenry Lee.â
âRan ul,â says B.J.
âRan ul,â says Henry Lee.
âRan ul,â says B.J.
âRan ul!â Henry Lee is bigger, he jumps excitedly.
âRan ul!â B.J. imitates Henry Leeâs actions.
âRan ul!
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