ever get over losing him so early. She covered her discomfiture by teasing Alec as she ushered him farther into the apartment.
âSo you never tell a lie, then, Pinocchio?â
He chuckled. âI wonât swear that was the case early on. There may have been youthful indiscretions.â
âIâll just bet.â
He moved without replying through her living room area, such as it was with its one love seat, one armchair, a lamp, and a tiny end table. He set the sack of food on the table in front of a ground-floor window that served as her eating area and then turned back toward her.
âSo Iâm sorry, Joely. I didnât mean to embarrass you in front of the wedding guests.â
Genuine surprise washed over her. âYou do know.â
âI know what I needed to say, and I mean every word. But as I told you, I donât understand.â
âI was upset because I got talked into doing something I didnât want to do.â
âAnd you did a fantastic job at that thing, which you didnât believe you could do at all. So you fell.â He held up a hand to ward off her indignant protest. âI donât mean that wasnât a big deal. I get that it was. Itâs not a lot different than getting tossed from a bronc after only one or two seconds. You feel like an idiot.â
âThe difference is, you got on that bronc of your own free will.â
âI didnât force you to dance.â
The words were so calm, so nondefensive. She didnât even mind arguing with him.
âI beg to differ. I recall being hauled out of my chair and then thanked for being a good sport.â
He shrugged and dipped his head slightly. âTouché. Youâre right. But to my credit, I did ask if you wanted to quit and sit down and you refused.â He smiled. âNot to say I wasnât happy about it. I was having a great time.â
She could feel the flush blossoming off her shoulders and rising up her neck. How could she admit after all her complaining and blaming that sheâd been having a great time, too?
âOkay. Iâll concede I got a little carried away. But thatâs exactly what I donât want to do.â
âWhere are your plates?â he asked. âIâll grab them for us.â
Bossy and presumptuous, she thought. How did he know she hadnât eaten already? And yet, he was so pleasant about everything, so big and present, she couldnât help but enjoy the moment.
She pointed. âThat cupboard, bottom shelf. Thereâs some fruit in the refrigeratorâearly strawberries. Iâll grab those.â
He didnât say more until the table was set, and heâd found a bottle opener for the hard cider. Although he filled her apartment, he moved with effortlessness around her, never bumping into her chair, never waiting for her or getting in her path, never too big for the space. As if this were just another dance.
âItâs not a feast,â he said. âBut itâs my peace offering.â
A surprising dart of guilt pricked her conscience. âYou didnât have to do this.â
âNo. But like I saidââ
âNo bad blood. I know. Iâm sorry I made you feel there was any.â
She picked a drumstick out of the bag of chicken and bit into it before she could think too hard about the greasy calories. She tried to be so good about her eating. Now that she was chair bound, she wasnât in the kind of shape sheâd always maintained before the accident, but she loved fried chicken. She took a big, crispy bite and sighed. It had been a long time.
âReally good,â she said over her mouthful.
He bit into his thick piece of white meat and nodded. âIâm a sucker for this stuff. Iâm a sucker for junk food. There, now you know.â
He didnât look like any junk food junkie to herâno puffiness or extra poundage anywhere. Just a tall, lean, sandy-haired