the last thing I expected to hear at a sad time like thisâlaughter.
âHee, hee, hee,â sounded the cackle of Alkali Jonesâ high-pitched voice. âYouâre all talkinâ like a parcel oâ lily-livered old geese. Ainât no more gold gonna be found round hereabouts without a dang sight more work ân when we first came. Hee, hee, hee. What ye expect, Drum, fer the blame stuff tâ appear down at yer feet like it did when I first sloshed through this here Miracle creek? I ever tell ye about the size oâ the first nugget I took outta here? Why the blame thing was as big asââ
âYep you have, Alkaliâa time or two,â interrupted Pa, with a wink in Tadâs direction.
âHee, hee, hee . . . couldnât recollect if ye knew about that or not. But if ye can remember that fer back, surely ye ainât fergot that when we found that blame quartz last year, there was two lines of it leadinâ into the dang hill.â
Nobody said anything for a minute, and a few more glances went back and forth around the table.
âYeah,â said Pa slowly. âBut that other wasnât no bigger than my little finger.â
âHee, hee, heeâanâ I told ye that was the one ye oughta foller.â
âThe other was six inches wide, Alkaliâmore quartz than Iâd ever seen compacted in one vein like that.â
âThe look oâ things donât always tell ye all there is tâ know, Drum. I tell yeâye went the wrong direction. Hee, hee, hee.â
âWell, Iâll think about what you say, Alkali,â said Pa. âMaybe weâll poke around tomorrow and see if we can find that little finger-vein youâre talking about.â
I could tell by the tone of his voice that Pa wasnât convinced in the slightest and that nothing Mr. Jones said had changed his mind.
Chapter 20 Uncertainty
Nothing changed much for the next several days. Christopher and Pa and the boys went up to the mine the following morning just the same as they always did, though not quite so early.
Pa was a little quieter than normal for the rest of the week. The others, and Almeda and I too, were kind of watching him to see what he was going to decide about the mine. Knowing Pa, he realized it too, and that only increased the pressure on him to make a final decision. When he told us about shutting down the mine, his words were almost like those of a decision, but they werenât quite final. Then everything Alkali Jones said had muddied the water about what to do. And when Pa said nothing more, the future was left up in the air, and nobody knew quite what to think or what Pa expected.
Everybody, I suppose, had their own reasons not to talk about it openly, because what Pa had said couldnât help but cast doubt onto everyoneâs future. Even Christopher and I didnât talk about it right at first, and we usually talked about everything .
Two days after Paâs surprise announcement about shutting down the mine, Zack left for the afternoon to Little Wolfâs, and Christopher went over to Tom Woodstockâs again to help him finish up the fence they had been working on together. That left just Tad and Pa at the mineâMr. Jones wasnât feeling too well and left early tooâand when the two of them came down about four oâclock, it was clear enough they were through for the day, even though they usually worked till six or seven.
It was already obvious that everyone was thinking of a change. Meals gradually grew quieter. Zack began to spend more time with Little Wolf again. Two mornings later Tad rode into town, and we later found out heâd gone to see Mr. Simms about getting his old job at the livery stable back. Mr. JonesâI donât know why, sensing maybe that Pa hadnât taken kindly to his ideaâdidnât come around for several days.
I didnât like what was going on, but I was