all the
women, those with eruptions as well as those without. The healthy
patients fight for a change of water, but they are compelled to submit
to the dictates of the lazy, tyrannical nurses. The dresses are seldom
changed oftener than once a month. If the patient has a visitor, I have
seen the nurses hurry her out and change her dress before the visitor
comes in. This keeps up the appearance of careful and good
management.
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The patients who are not able to take care of themselves get into
beastly conditions, and the nurses never look after them, but order
some of the patients to do so.
For five days we were compelled to sit in the room all day. I never
put in such a long time. Every patient was stiff and sore and tired.
We would get in little groups on benches and torture our stomachs
by conjuring up thoughts of what we would eat first when we got
out. If I had not known how hungry they were and the pitiful side of
it, the conversation would have been very amusing. As it was it only
made me sad. When the subject of eating, which seemed to be the
favorite one, was worn out, they used to give their opinions of the
institution and its management. The condemnation of the nurses and
the eatables was unanimous.
As the days passed Miss Tillie Mayard’s condition grew worse. She
was continually cold and unable to eat of the food provided. Day
after day she sang in order to try to maintain her memory, but at last
the nurse made her stop it. I talked with her daily, and I grieved to
find her grow worse so rapidly. At last she got a delusion. She
thought that I was trying to pass myself off for her, and that all the
people who called to see Nellie Brown were friends in search of her,
but that I, by some means, was trying to deceive them into the belief
that I was the girl. I tried to reason with her, but found it impossible,
so I kept away from her as much as possible, lest my presence
should make her worse and feed the fancy.
One of the patients, Mrs. Cotter, a pretty, delicate woman, one day
thought she saw her husband coming up the walk. She left the line in
which she was marching and ran to meet him. For this act she was
sent to the Retreat. She afterward said:
“The remembrance of that is enough to make me mad. For crying the
nurses beat me with a broom-handle and jumped on me, injuring me
internally, so that I shall never get over it. Then they tied my hands
and feet, and, throwing a sheet over my head, twisted it tightly
around my throat, so I could not scream, and thus put me in a
bathtub filled with cold water. They held me under until I gave up
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every hope and became senseless. At other times they took hold of
my ears and beat my head on the floor and against the wall. Then
they pulled out my hair by the roots, so that it will never grow in
again.”
Mrs. Cotter here showed me proofs of her story, the dent in the back
of her head and the bare spots where the hair had been taken out by
the handful. I give her story as plainly as possible: “My treatment
was not as bad as I have seen others get in there, but it has ruined
my health, and even if I do get out of here I will be a wreck. When
my husband heard of the treatment given me he threatened to
expose the place if I was not removed, so I was brought here. I am
well mentally now. All that old fear has left me, and the doctor has
promised to allow my husband to take me home.”
I made the acquaintance of Bridget McGuinness, who seems to be
sane at the present time. She said she was sent to Retreat 4, and put
on the “rope gang.” “The beating I got there were something
dreadful. I was pulled around by the hair, held under the water until
I strangled, and I was choked and kicked. The nurses would always
keep a quiet patient stationed at the window to tell them when any
of the doctors were approaching. It was hopeless to complain to the
doctors, for they
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