artist Gustave Doré. So much of great art is great patience, Nathan thought, optimistically. But staring down at the most famous drawingâof the Don being knocked off his horse by a windmillâNathan felt a familiar pang of doubt about his talent and abruptly returned the tome to its shelf.
Once back in the hallway, he stepped through the laundry room and out into the backyard. After a momentâs hesitation, staring out at the empty back lawn that rolled down for a hundred yards or so to the shore, he heard childrenâs voices floating from somewhere to the east and behind him. Plunging his hands into his pockets, then letting them hang loose at his sides, then plunging them into his pockets again, Nathan walked around the east corner of the house. There Eldwinâs children and their nanny were standing on the immaculate lawn amid a course of croquet wickets and stakes. Wearing a tan sleeveless dress, Leah waved at Nathan as Eliot struck a ball that rolled to the far side of a stake. The boyâs shoulders sagged, but his face lit up as he said, âMeghan hit her ball twice, so donât I get to go again, too?â
âNo, hers went under the hoop, remember? Thatâs why she got to go again,â Leah explained.
As he approached, Nathan said, âLooks like a heated match.â
âI think theyâre tired,â Leah said. âI had to break up a fight a few minutes ago.â
âIâm not tired,â Eliot said. He was standing on the head of his mallet, attempting to keep his balance.
âItâs your turn,â Meghan wailed.
âOh!â Leah said, and stepped forward toward her red ball. âOkay, itâsmy turn.â She smiled at Nathan with feigned embarrassment. She whacked the ball in the direction of the intended wicket, but it wobbled past Nathan and Eliot into the mulched flower bed beside the house.
âTough break,â Nathan said.
âI hate this game,â Leah muttered, humor infiltrating her pout.
As they watched Eliot practice his swing, Nathan asked, âSo, how was sailing yesterday?â
âIt was a gorgeous boat. But I had to keep these two from throwing each other overboard, so it wasnât really that fun. I think I did get a tan, though,â she said, peering down at her shoulder. Her skin was an un-freckled ripe golden brown. When she looked up, she said, âEldwin said you were supposed to come with us, but Kendra wouldnât let you?â
Nathan smiled weakly. As he told her the story, Leah took her turns in the match, sometimes acting as referee between the children, but always glancing back expectantly, waiting for him to continue.
âI canât believe she would do that,â Leah said. âItâs so tacky. I mean, she knew you were working for Ellen?â
Nathan shrugged. âYeah.â
âThatâs crazy.â
âWell, I didnât let it ruin my day,â Nathan said. âAfter I found out you were busy, I went back to the house and popped some popcorn, and Ellen and I watched four hours of television, including an old Jerry Lewis movie.â
Leah hesitated, but said, encouragingly, âOh, well, thatâs good.â
âThat was kind of a joke. I mean, we did watch four hours of television. It just wasnât thatâ¦fun.â
Leah smiled at Nathan with puzzled amusement before positioning herself over the ball. Her legs spread as she leaned over, and Nathan averted his eyes to glance out at the bay. She struck the ball hard enough that it rolled halfway up the sloping lawn, then back down, finally resting almost where she was standing. Her shoulders collapsed and she hung her head in a comic expression of defeat.
The croquet match eventually degenerated into a game wherein eachchild tried to see who could hit the ball the farthest, and as Nathan and Leah watched, she asked, âWhy do you think Iâm here?â
âIâm not sure. You