From the Diary of Leigh Botts
June 6
This afternoon, as Mom was leaving for work at the hospital, she said for the millionth time, âLeigh, please clean up your room. There is no excuse for such a mess. And donât forget the junk under your bed.â
I said, âMom, youâre nagging. Iâm going to Barryâs house.â
She plunked a kiss on my hair and said, âRoom first, Barry second. Besides, where would the world be without nagging mothers? Everything would go to pieces.â
Maybe sheâs right. Things are pretty deep in my room. I hauled all the rubbish out from under my bed. In the midst of all the old socks,school papers, models that have fallen apart, paperback books (one library bookâoops!), and other stuff, I found the diary I kept a couple of years ago when I was a mixed-up kid in the sixth grade. Mom had just divorced Dad and moved with me to Pacific Grove, better known as P.G., where I was a new kid in school, which wasnât easy.
I sat there on the floor reading my diary, and when I finished, I continued to sit there. What had changed?
Dad still drives his tractor-trailer rig, lives mostly on the road, and is late with his child support checks or forgets them. I donât often see him, but I donât get as angry about this as I did in the sixth grade. I no longer feel like crying, but I still hurt when he doesnât telephone when he said he would. Whenever I see a big rig, excitement shoots through me until I see Dad isnât the driver. I wishâoh well, forget it.
Mom has finished her vocational nurse course and works at the hospital from three to eleven because that shift pays more than the daytime shift. Mornings she studies to become a registered nurse so she can earn more money. We still live in what our landlady called our âcharming garden cottageâ but I call a shack. Mom is looking for an apartment, but so far no luck.
Twice a week I mop the floor at Catering by Katy, where Mom used to work before she got her license. Katy gives me good things to eat. I like earning my own spending money, but I feel I could use the squares of Katyâs linoleum for a checkerboard in my sleep.
Mom, who used to think TV was one of the greatest evils of the universe, finally had our set repaired because my grades were good and she no longer felt TV would rot my brain and leave me twiddling my shoelaces. At first I watched everything until I got bored and cut back to news and animal programs. Then I began to feel that every lion on the Serengeti must have his own personal hairdresser. That left the news, which sometimes worries me. If I see a truck accident with the tractor hanging over the edge of a bridge, or tons of tomatoes spilled on a freeway, I can hardly breathe until I see the driver isnât Dad.
One part of my diary made me smile, the part about wanting to be a famous author like Boyd Henshaw someday. Maybe I do, maybe I donât, but Iâm glad that when I wrote to him, he said I should keep a diary.
I worry about what Iâm going to do with my life, and so does Mom. Dad is probably too busy worrying about meeting his deadline with a trailer load of lettuce before it rots to eventhink of me. Or maybe he is wasting his time playing video games at some truck stop.
Until the last sentence, I enjoyed writing this. Maybe Iâll go back to writing in composition books, but not every day, just once in a while, like now, when I feel like writing something.
The gas station next door has stopped ping-pinging, which means itâs after ten oâclock. Mom gets home about eleven-thirty, and my room is still a mess. No problem. Except for books and my diary, Iâll dump everything in the trash.
I just remembered. I forgot about Barry.
June 7
Today I have something important to write about! The summer fog was so low the whole world seemed to drip. Mom went to class, and our shack was so lonely, I climbed the hill to see Barry. I
June 6
This afternoon, as Mom was leaving for work at the hospital, she said for the millionth time, âLeigh, please clean up your room. There is no excuse for such a mess. And donât forget the junk under your bed.â
I said, âMom, youâre nagging. Iâm going to Barryâs house.â
She plunked a kiss on my hair and said, âRoom first, Barry second. Besides, where would the world be without nagging mothers? Everything would go to pieces.â
Maybe sheâs right. Things are pretty deep in my room. I hauled all the rubbish out from under my bed. In the midst of all the old socks,school papers, models that have fallen apart, paperback books (one library bookâoops!), and other stuff, I found the diary I kept a couple of years ago when I was a mixed-up kid in the sixth grade. Mom had just divorced Dad and moved with me to Pacific Grove, better known as P.G., where I was a new kid in school, which wasnât easy.
I sat there on the floor reading my diary, and when I finished, I continued to sit there. What had changed?
Dad still drives his tractor-trailer rig, lives mostly on the road, and is late with his child support checks or forgets them. I donât often see him, but I donât get as angry about this as I did in the sixth grade. I no longer feel like crying, but I still hurt when he doesnât telephone when he said he would. Whenever I see a big rig, excitement shoots through me until I see Dad isnât the driver. I wishâoh well, forget it.
Mom has finished her vocational nurse course and works at the hospital from three to eleven because that shift pays more than the daytime shift. Mornings she studies to become a registered nurse so she can earn more money. We still live in what our landlady called our âcharming garden cottageâ but I call a shack. Mom is looking for an apartment, but so far no luck.
Twice a week I mop the floor at Catering by Katy, where Mom used to work before she got her license. Katy gives me good things to eat. I like earning my own spending money, but I feel I could use the squares of Katyâs linoleum for a checkerboard in my sleep.
Mom, who used to think TV was one of the greatest evils of the universe, finally had our set repaired because my grades were good and she no longer felt TV would rot my brain and leave me twiddling my shoelaces. At first I watched everything until I got bored and cut back to news and animal programs. Then I began to feel that every lion on the Serengeti must have his own personal hairdresser. That left the news, which sometimes worries me. If I see a truck accident with the tractor hanging over the edge of a bridge, or tons of tomatoes spilled on a freeway, I can hardly breathe until I see the driver isnât Dad.
One part of my diary made me smile, the part about wanting to be a famous author like Boyd Henshaw someday. Maybe I do, maybe I donât, but Iâm glad that when I wrote to him, he said I should keep a diary.
I worry about what Iâm going to do with my life, and so does Mom. Dad is probably too busy worrying about meeting his deadline with a trailer load of lettuce before it rots to eventhink of me. Or maybe he is wasting his time playing video games at some truck stop.
Until the last sentence, I enjoyed writing this. Maybe Iâll go back to writing in composition books, but not every day, just once in a while, like now, when I feel like writing something.
The gas station next door has stopped ping-pinging, which means itâs after ten oâclock. Mom gets home about eleven-thirty, and my room is still a mess. No problem. Except for books and my diary, Iâll dump everything in the trash.
I just remembered. I forgot about Barry.
June 7
Today I have something important to write about! The summer fog was so low the whole world seemed to drip. Mom went to class, and our shack was so lonely, I climbed the hill to see Barry. I
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