coughs. Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! I know we’re having this out in front of two bodyguards and Stacy. I don’t give a shit. It has to be said. “Yes, I did for you. But I don’t do it all the time. And I was drugged when I screwed her.” “Yeah don’t remind me. But how do you know that you didn’t break the condom? Or forgot to use one? Or didn’t come? You were drunk and high.” I brush my hair out of my face and tuck it behind my ears. I know I have to look hideous, with a blotchy red face, swollen eyes, and makeup running. Not beautiful at all. “Listen baby. I could have been on ten other things and I would still remember if I used a condom or if I came. She wants my money and she’s not going to get it. I’ve heard of this happening a thousand times before with rock stars. I’m not the first and I’m not going to be the last. I’m sorry I slept with her. Not because of this money thing but because it washed you off of me. I told you that the day I confessed. I’ve fucked a lot of women. We’ve been over that. But I’ve only ever not wrapped once , and that was with you.” He says, his tone is gentle and loving. “Four times.” I correct. He laughs. “Okay four times in one night.” James whistles impressed. I giggle. “Yeah I can hang. You know it.” Johnathan teases James and they both chuckle. “You boys I swear are always competing.” I kid and gaze around the room at all the men. The tension cloud has been lifted and we are all in fairly good spirits. “Yes, I can go all night. But only one of us fucks both sexes. So he’s one up on the game. I suppose I’ll take second place.” Johnathan laughs and stares at Stacy. “That’s not true. I’m not the only.” Stacy cuts in and barks a laugh staring at me. Johnathan peers down at me raising a brow. A naughty little smirk peeks through the corner of his beautiful mouth. “Fine… Okay… I do too… Sort of.” I shrug. Johnathan laughs. “It’s Claire isn’t it?” I nod eerily. Johnathan only knows about Claire now because I’ve talked to him over the past six weeks about her setting up San Diego and the ideas for the men to do ads for companies. He likes the thought of representing products. But during that time I had to admit she was the woman at the club. He’s yet to meet her. So I have no idea how that might actually play out. Fingers crossed it’s not a pissing contest. “Baby, if you like Claire and you want to have fun with her go ahead. As long as you are MINE and you keep no secrets from me. No men though. I don’t share. But if you like the idea of licking her pussy then you go right ahead.” He wiggles his brows and smiles like the dirty little boy he is. I roll my eyes. “I have you know I haven’t licked anything like that.” I playfully push his chest. He wraps his arms around me. My head tucked into his rock hard chest. He nuzzles my hair and kisses it. “I love you so much baby. As long as you’ll be mine. Please be mine.” “Okay Johnathan I’ll be yours, but no more drugs and no more women.” He nods into my hair and kisses it again. “Only a woman for you. So if I want to start doing dudes would that bother you?” he teases evenly. “As long as the man is Stacy I don’t care.” I break into a full on body rumbling laugh. He doesn’t know I know about Stacy and his past at rehab. “Okay, deal. If I ever decide to fuck men Stacy will be the first man I’ll call.” I laugh even louder into his chest and he starts in too and soon the rest of the room is laughing and I am so happy. I have the man I love in my arms, my two best friends standing behind me, two healthy babies growing in my tummy. The only person that’s missing is Claire. I’ll have to call her tonight and give her the good news. Well I hope she finds it to be good news.
Chapter Eleven
Yesterday was a busy day and emotional as hell. After leaving the rehab I sat in the back of the suburban with