He chokes and tears trickle
down his face from his puffy eyes. I knew this day was going to be
bad but I didn’t realize how bad. My heart shatters and aches for
him. I know this has to be so hard. It’s hard for me. But for him,
I can’t imagine how hard it is.
Stacy turns and stares at me, like he doesn’t
know what to say.
“Tell me Stacy, I can take it.” He sobs.
I get on my knees and I crawl on the floor
over to Johnathan he is watching me the whole way. I sit down
beside him and put my hand on his thigh. Oh, he is still so
gorgeous, even with red eyes.
“Short Stack?” he whimpers.
“Yes, I’m here.” I whisper rubbing his
thigh.
“I got clean baby. I got clean to be with
you.” He mutters and then sorrowfully coughs and swallows hard as
tears slowly trickle down his cheeks.
I give him a soft smile. “I know you did.” I
pat his leg. “It’ll be okay. Everything will be okay.”
He chokes back another cry. “No it won’t. I
did this for you. To show you I love you baby. I love you so much.
I couldn’t stop thinking about you the whole time. You’re all that
matters to me. Now you’re having Stacy’s baby. And you’re not going
to want me anymore. Are you? I want you so much.” He pleads.
I can’t believe this man think’s they are
Stacy’s and would still want to be with me. He is amazing. No
wonder I love him.
“Johnathan you are going to be a daddy to
Cassandras baby. Isn’t that enough to deal with today? Let’s get
past that right now, first.” I say gently. I just want him to take
one thing at a time. He’s not thinking rationally.
“No, I waited six weeks to be with you.
You’re going to let me love you if I have to tie you to a chair.”
He says with a dark smile and his pain in the ass personality is
coming back. Thank heavens!
“Well I’m pregnant, so you can’t tie me to a
chair. I’d pee myself in an hour.” I tease and he smiles crookedly
at me.
“I don’t care if you’re pregnant or whose
baby that is as long as I get to be with you. It can be Don Juan’s
or Deacons or Stacy’s I don’t care as long as you promise to be
mine.”
My heart soars. This man does love me!
Butterflies are going pitter pat in my tummy.
“Well I guess it’s a good thing they’re yours.” I say with a big smile.
He snatches me up and drags me into his lap
his body crushing me into a sideways hug. I turn into him and press
my face against his upper chest right under his neck.
“Are you serious the baby is mine?” he pants,
his voice laced with excitement.
“You don’t listen when I talk do you?” I
tease inhaling his scent. He smells of laundry soap, spicy cologne
and it’s just him. The cigarette scent is gone though. I don’t
think I’ll miss it.
“Huh?”
“I didn’t say baby.”
“Okay?” he sounds confused.
“I said babies. As in plural.”
“Oh my god!” he screams happily and holds me
tighter.
“Let go.” I choke out. I can barely
breathe.
He lets up. “Oh, sorry. So were having more
than one baby?”
“Two. I’m not having a litter.” I kiss his
chest. Oh how I’ve missed him.
“I can’t believe I’m going to be a dad!” he
screeches.
“Is that okay? I know it wasn’t planned. I
didn’t know how to tell you. Or if I wanted to. And you’re going to
be a dad to two different women’s babies. Three kids. That’s a
lot.”
“HER BABY. IS NOT MINE.” He says sternly with
hatred in his voice.
“I think it is.” I whisper into his warm
chest.
He grabs me gently by the arms and pulls me
away from him. I look into his beautiful green eyes that resemble
mine. They sparkle and have this beautiful blue haze right around
the pupil. Mine have orange.
“Baby, I used a condom with her and I didn’t
come. There is zero way that baby is mine.” He states, staring
lovingly into my soul.
“How do you know? Pre-come has some sperm and
you pre-come a lot if I remember correctly.” I shoot him a sly
smile and James
down his face from his puffy eyes. I knew this day was going to be
bad but I didn’t realize how bad. My heart shatters and aches for
him. I know this has to be so hard. It’s hard for me. But for him,
I can’t imagine how hard it is.
Stacy turns and stares at me, like he doesn’t
know what to say.
“Tell me Stacy, I can take it.” He sobs.
I get on my knees and I crawl on the floor
over to Johnathan he is watching me the whole way. I sit down
beside him and put my hand on his thigh. Oh, he is still so
gorgeous, even with red eyes.
“Short Stack?” he whimpers.
“Yes, I’m here.” I whisper rubbing his
thigh.
“I got clean baby. I got clean to be with
you.” He mutters and then sorrowfully coughs and swallows hard as
tears slowly trickle down his cheeks.
I give him a soft smile. “I know you did.” I
pat his leg. “It’ll be okay. Everything will be okay.”
He chokes back another cry. “No it won’t. I
did this for you. To show you I love you baby. I love you so much.
I couldn’t stop thinking about you the whole time. You’re all that
matters to me. Now you’re having Stacy’s baby. And you’re not going
to want me anymore. Are you? I want you so much.” He pleads.
I can’t believe this man think’s they are
Stacy’s and would still want to be with me. He is amazing. No
wonder I love him.
“Johnathan you are going to be a daddy to
Cassandras baby. Isn’t that enough to deal with today? Let’s get
past that right now, first.” I say gently. I just want him to take
one thing at a time. He’s not thinking rationally.
“No, I waited six weeks to be with you.
You’re going to let me love you if I have to tie you to a chair.”
He says with a dark smile and his pain in the ass personality is
coming back. Thank heavens!
“Well I’m pregnant, so you can’t tie me to a
chair. I’d pee myself in an hour.” I tease and he smiles crookedly
at me.
“I don’t care if you’re pregnant or whose
baby that is as long as I get to be with you. It can be Don Juan’s
or Deacons or Stacy’s I don’t care as long as you promise to be
mine.”
My heart soars. This man does love me!
Butterflies are going pitter pat in my tummy.
“Well I guess it’s a good thing they’re yours.” I say with a big smile.
He snatches me up and drags me into his lap
his body crushing me into a sideways hug. I turn into him and press
my face against his upper chest right under his neck.
“Are you serious the baby is mine?” he pants,
his voice laced with excitement.
“You don’t listen when I talk do you?” I
tease inhaling his scent. He smells of laundry soap, spicy cologne
and it’s just him. The cigarette scent is gone though. I don’t
think I’ll miss it.
“Huh?”
“I didn’t say baby.”
“Okay?” he sounds confused.
“I said babies. As in plural.”
“Oh my god!” he screams happily and holds me
tighter.
“Let go.” I choke out. I can barely
breathe.
He lets up. “Oh, sorry. So were having more
than one baby?”
“Two. I’m not having a litter.” I kiss his
chest. Oh how I’ve missed him.
“I can’t believe I’m going to be a dad!” he
screeches.
“Is that okay? I know it wasn’t planned. I
didn’t know how to tell you. Or if I wanted to. And you’re going to
be a dad to two different women’s babies. Three kids. That’s a
lot.”
“HER BABY. IS NOT MINE.” He says sternly with
hatred in his voice.
“I think it is.” I whisper into his warm
chest.
He grabs me gently by the arms and pulls me
away from him. I look into his beautiful green eyes that resemble
mine. They sparkle and have this beautiful blue haze right around
the pupil. Mine have orange.
“Baby, I used a condom with her and I didn’t
come. There is zero way that baby is mine.” He states, staring
lovingly into my soul.
“How do you know? Pre-come has some sperm and
you pre-come a lot if I remember correctly.” I shoot him a sly
smile and James
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