guy,â I said.
âHow do you know him?â
âWe have P.E. together,â I said, opening the door and slipping inside, making my getaway. âItâs no big deal.â
âHe seems nice enough,â my father offered, his eyes on the lawn.
âI donât know,â she said slowly. I started up the stairs, pretending not to hear her, turning away to keep my secrets to myself. âI just donât know.â
Part II
SOMEONE LIKE YOU
Chapter Five
âI need you,â Scarlett said to me as I was busy weighing produce for a woman with two screaming babies in her cart. âMeet me in the ladiesâ room.â
âWhat?â I said, distracted by the noise and confusion, oranges and plums rolling down my conveyer belt.
âHurry,â she hissed, disappearing down the cereal aisle and leaving me no chance to argue. My line was long, snaking around the Halloween display and back into Feminine Products. It took me a good fifteen minutes to get to the bathroom, where she was standing in front of the sinks, arms crossed over her chest.
âWhatâs wrong?â I said.
She just shook her head.
âWhat?â I said. âWhat is it?â
She reached behind the paper towel dispenser and pulled out a small white stick-shaped object with a little circle on the end of it. As she held it out, I saw that in the little circle was a bright pink cross. Then, all at once, it hit me.
âNo,â I said. âNo way.â
She nodded, biting her lip. âIâm pregnant.â
âYou canât be.â
âI am.â She shook the stick in front of me, the plus sign blurring. âLook.â
âThose things are always wrong,â I said, like I knew.
âItâs the third one Iâve taken.â
âSo?â I said.
âSo what? So nothing is wrong three times, Halley. And Iâve been sick every morning for the last three weeks, I canât stop peeing, itâs all there. Iâm pregnant.â
âNo,â I said. I could see my mother in my head, lips forming the word: denial. âNo way.â
âWhat am I going to do?â she said, pacing nervously. âI only had sex one time.â
âYou had sex?â I said.
She stopped. âOf course I had sex. God, Halley, try to stay with me here.â
âYou never told me,â I said. âWhy didnât you tell me?â
She sighed, loudly. âGosh, Halley, I donât know. Maybe it was because he died the next day. Go figure.â
âOh, my God,â I said. âDidnât you use protection?â
âOf course we did. But something happened, I donât know. It came off. I didnât realize it until it was over. And then,â she said, her voice rising, âI thought there was no way it could happen the first time. It couldnât.â
âIt came off?â I didnât understand, exactly; I wasnât very clear on the logistics of sex. âOh, my God.â
âThis is nuts.â She pressed her fingers to her temples, hard, something Iâd never seen her do before. âI canât have a baby, Halley.â
âOf course you canât,â I said.
âSo, what, I have to get an abortion?â She shook her head. âI canât do that. Maybe I should keep it.â
âOh, my God,â I said again.
âPlease.â She sat down against the wall, pulling her legs up against her chest. âPlease stop saying that.â
I went over and sat beside her, putting my arm around her shoulders. We sat there together on the cold floor of Miltonâs, hearing the muffled Muzak playing âFernandoâ overhead.
âItâll be okay,â I said in my most confident voice. âWe can handle this.â
âOh, Halley,â she said softly, leaning against me, the pregnancy stick lying in front of us, plus sign up. âI miss him. I miss him so much.â
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