stated, not as a question, for it was clear on her face, and in every word she spoke.
âI do.â
âSo why noâ marry him?â
She looked down at her hands as she twisted her fingers together. âHeâs family to me. In many ways, the only real family I have, if youâre talking about the loving, supportive kind. And I am that for him. We grew up together, more like puppies from the same litter. It was always assumed, for as long as I can recall, that weâd end up together. Our families openly wanted that and acted accordingly.â
âAnd you and Blaine?â
âWe went along, at least at first. It was a grand game as children, then a trusted bond as adolescents.â
âAnd as teenagers?â
She ducked her head again. âThatâs when it became something of a challenge. But weâd agreed for so long, allowed them to mold us, push us, for so long, mostly because it was just easier that way. We always thought weâd each meet someone, and take our stand when it finally mattered. Only we never did. Or I never did. Blaine didnât want to push it, and so we never said anything, never told themâ¦â
âWhat? That you were more siblings than romantic partners in your feelings for each other?â
âOh, they knew that. Anyone with eyes in their head could see we had no romantic interest in each other.â
âYet they continued to presumeââ
âOh, you have no idea how presumptuous they can be. My parents as well as Blaineâs, are both in marriages that are and always have been far more advantageous business arrangements than love matches. They see that kind of dispassionate union as powerful, because youâre not compromising any part of yourself, while acknowledging that the whole is stronger than the sum of its partsâparticularly as it applies to the company bottom line. When it comes to McAuley-Sheffield, itâs always about the bottom line. So it wouldnât have mattered if weâd hated each other on sight at birth, the outcome would have been all the same. In fact, Iâm sure they saw our tight bond as a detriment, only because that kind of thing clouds good judgment.â
She recited that last part as if sheâd heard it quoted to her on a frequent basis. Given her rather chilling description of her family, he wouldnât doubt that she had. He could also see why sheâd clung to her childhood friend for so long. Heâd been the one source of unconditional love sheâd had.
âIt does sound quite dispassionate, aye, but then my countryâs history is rife with far more arranged marriages than noâ. On my very own island, our own history is much the same. Though Iâm fortunate enough to have been raised by parents, at least early on, and grand and great grandparents, each of whom made a fully committed love match, that just also happened to fulfill clan laws.â
âBut not you?â
âWell, I wasna exactly focused on looking. My efforts and energies have been focused elsewhere for a long time, in service to my clan, and to our future.â
âEven when you knew it was coming? Or did your turn asâ¦what is it called? Island leader?â
âClan chief. Laird.â
âRight. That. Did that come suddenly?â
âNoâ entirely, no. But everyone knows my heart is fully dedicated to seeing us through, to better times.â
âIf this other person, Iain, did you say? If he hadnât shown up, do you think youâd still be stuck with fulfilling the law?â
âI had thoughts on how to get past it.â
âHow?â
âThe law is outdated, kept more out of sentiment than need. I thought to get them to vote it out of existence.â
âWould they have?â
He lifted a shoulder. âI cannoâ say, but the vote had to be unanimous, so it would have taken some doing with the elders on the
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