along.â
âBut isnât that what most boys think about? Like 24/7?â
Hailey made a face. âWell, yeah, but that doesnât mean girls arenât thinking about it 24/7 either. Thatâs kind of a sexist comment.â
I shook my head. âNot me.â
She squared her shoulders. âYouâre full of crap. You donât honestly expect me to believe that youâve been hanging with the very hot and very available Trevor Lewis and not once has sex crossed your mind.â
I opened my mouth but nothing came out.
âSee? You canât lie to me, Everly Jenkins.â
She was right about that.
âSure, Iâve thought about sex, butâ¦â
Her eyebrow popped up as if it was a little soldier standing at attention. âBut?â
âHe hasnât even tried to kiss me.â
She elbowed me. âI bet youâll find out this weekend.â
Haileyâs expression was comical, and I couldnât help but giggle with her. âI guess weâll have to wait and see.â
She gave me another quick hug. âYou sure you donât want to come with us and buy something super trashy to wear to the bush party?â
âNo, go and have fun with your mom.â
âOkay,â she said, taking a few steps backward. âIâll text you pics later so have your phone handy because I might need your opinion. Lord knows my mom has no fashion sense.â
I watched Hailey until she rounded the corner and then pushed past the gate, only then spotting my brother sitting under the large oak tree, picking at the grass.
âIsaac, what are youâ¦â
But my sentence remained unfinished because it was then that I heard the raised voices. Or rather, raised voice. My motherâs. I couldnât make out the words exactly, but did it really matter? My parents never fought, or at least theyâd never fought in a way that we noticed. But maybe the polite ignorance theyâd been dancing around for the last year wasnât good enough. Maybe a loud in-your-face fight is exactly what they needed.
Or maybe this was finally the end.
I slowly slid into the grass beside Isaac and tried to ignore the butterflies diving around in my stomach. They were nervous butterflies. Anxious and unsure. And man, did they make me feel yucky.
âHas that been going on for a while, buddy?â
His skinny shoulders hunched a bit and then he nodded.
âWe should probably hang out here for a while then,â I said gently, feeling hot tears prick my eyes as Isaac slowly nodded. He didnât say a word. He inched closer to me and rested his head in my lap as he continued to pull at the grass and send it flying.
I glanced up at my house. My perfect, beautiful, and well-maintained house, with the neat driveway and clean, respectable vehicles parked there. Our grass was lush, the flowers vibrant, the paint fresh.
As I listened to my momâs voice get loud and then fall again, I couldnât help but wonder. Why couldnât they maintain our family the way they did their things? Why was the picture they presented to the world so much more important than the people behind the portrait?
And why was my dad living a lie?
Pretty heavy questions, and I wasnât naïve enough to think that Iâd get answers anytime soon. In fact, I had a feeling things were going to get worse before they got better, so I should get used to it.
This was my so-called perfect life.
Chapter Eleven
Trevor
We decided to continue studying at the library, and though it was hard that first day, with Mrs. Henney and her 101 questions, I got through it. Not because my skin was thick like an alligatorâs or slick like Teflon, but because I knew Everly didnât want to be home.
So I sucked it up, and after the initial stares and whispers, things settled down. Wednesday and Thursday went by quickly, but today had been slow as hell. Something was definitely up with Everly. I
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