Scottish cashmere of his sweater. âIâm scared,â she whispered, thinking about what awaited her in Avalonâthe failed marriage to Greg and her inadequate mothering.
âI donât blame you, Petal.â He stroked her hair in a soothing gesture. âIâd be scared of a small town in America, too. I keep thinking about plaid hunting jackets and open-bed lorries on gigantic tires.â
She pulled back, gently slapped him on the shoulder. âOh, come on. Itâs not that bad.â
But it might be, she conceded. She was no expert, having always lived in big, bustling citiesâSeattle, Boston, Tokyo, New York, The Hague. She had no idea how she would manage in a town like Avalon. But she had to get back to her family. She felt a keen sense of mission about it, the way she used to feel about an important case. She needed to reclaim the things she had lost to her career. She needed to find a new direction for her life.
âI havenât said anything to them yet. Just that Iâm fine and Iâll be coming home. They donât know Iâm staying.â
âYou are mad. Certifiable.â Tariq started to pitch in, folding trousers and stacking them precisely in the oversize Louis Vuitton bag.
âIf I tell them Iâm moving to Avalon, theyâll think somethingâs wrong.â
âSomething is wrong. Youâve lost your mind.â
âNo, listen, I do have a plan. Some friends of mine from New Yorkâthe Wilsonsâhave a lake house they only use in the summer. Theyâve offered it to me for the entire winter. So I have a place to live.â
âIn Mayberry.â
âAvalon, but thatâs the idea.â
âAnd doâ¦what, exactly? You need to reconnect with your kids. I get that. Is that a full-time occupation?â
She zipped her jewelry into a side pocket of her case. The small pouch of tasteful baubles made her remember the conversation with Brooks Fordham that night about her refusal to own anything produced by exploitation of labor. âI donât know,â she said to Tariq. âIâve never done it before.â
âAnd why would you even want this?â he asked her without a hint of irony.
âBecause Iâve never had it,â she replied. âBecause being part of a community has never happened to me and I think itâs about time. Because underneath this legal robot you see, I have a heart.â
She and Tariq went to the tiny nook of the main room, which served as her study. This, too, was devoid of personal items except her laptop and a corkboard to which sheâd pinned a few items. âMy roguesâ gallery,â she told Tariq. âAnd itâs all yours now.â
The faces of the warlords had been her motivation for the past two years. The plan was to prosecute each one in turn at the International Criminal Court. The people on her corkboard represented the very worst of humankindâmen who practiced child conscription, sexual torture, slavery. She took down each picture in turn, making a small ceremony of handing them to Tariq.
âThatâs it, then,â she said, slipping the laptop into its case. âYouâre going to do great things.â
âAnd youâre walking away from doing great things.â
She shook her head. âI walked away from my marriage and family. I canât ever go back to the marriage, but my family still needs me.â She thought they did, anyway. She hoped. They had certainly taught themselves to get along without her. Maybe the truth was that she needed them.
âIâve never seen you run away from anything,â Tariq said. âThis isnât like you.â
âOh, itâs exactly like me. When it comes to my professional life, to cases involving genocidal murderers, youâre absolutely right. Iâve been like a dog with a bone since I was in high school. But in my personal life, Iâve done
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