through the paralyzing fear squeezing his throat like a vice.
When the rest of Trey’s support team entered the waiting room, Brian pushed Myrna away and wiped his damnably leaky eyes on the hem of his T-shirt. Jessica entered with Sed, and Brian clung to the anger he felt toward the woman. Anger would keep the tears at bay. Compared to anguish, anger was an easy emotion for him to deal with.
So as he sat beside Myrna waiting for Trey to come out of surgery, he allowed himself to stew. Whenever he found his mind wandering to Trey and how much he would lose if that man was ripped from his life, Brian glared at Jessica sleeping peacefully against Sed’s shoulder and welcomed his aggravation at her reappearance in Sed’s life. For hours Brian focused on all the trouble the woman had caused—Sed’s grief and sleeplessness and his fucking callous disregard for Brian’s emotional entanglements with women. The fight at his bachelor party had started because of her. Everything bad thing that had happened to Brian in the past twenty-four hours—Hell, in the past two years —was Jessica’s fault. His argument with Myrna last night. Trey’s head injury. The black eyes Brian had sported on his fucking wedding day. Sed’s damaged throat. All of it—Jessica’s fucking fault.
Brian clung to his hatred for the woman like a security blanket. His disgust was the only thing that kept him from curling into fetal position under his uncomfortable chair and sobbing.
He had himself worked up into a fine fury toward the strawberry-blond bombshell by the time the doctor came into the waiting room to announce that Trey had made it through his surgery.
When the doctor said, “Brain injuries are tricky,” Brian knew he wasn’t going to hold it together much longer. Either he was going to have to hit something or he was going to fall apart in front of his new wife, his band mates, one of his rock heroes—Trey’s older brother, Dare—and that fucking pain in the ass, Jessica Chase. He was in no shape to sit waiting for Trey’s anesthesia to wear off, and his brilliant wife— bless her—seemed to recognize that.
“Brian and I will come back at eight a.m.,” she said, bossing around rock stars as only she could.
Eight? Yes, that should give Brian enough time to get his head together, and maybe Trey would be ready for company by then.
God, please, let him be ready for company by then.
“Then Sed and I will come at noon,” Jessica said.
As if Trey would want to see her at all. Brian glared at her. She didn’t belong here. He didn’t want her here. He knew Trey wouldn’t want her around either. But maybe Sed deserved her, because he was hanging on her every word like a lovesick tool.
Myrna had a bit more tact. The traitor actually seemed to like Jessica. Brian’s need to lash out grew exponentially by the minute. He said his goodbyes quickly, but avoided Sed, lest he punch him in the face. He couldn’t very well punch Jessica. He grabbed Myrna by the elbow and hurried to the elevator, hoping to God that they could get the hell out of this oppressive fucking hospital before he was forced to confront Sed face to face. He wasn’t sure he could control his rage at this point.
“Why are you so mad?” Myrna asked as he hammered on the down button at the bank of elevators.
“I’m not.”
“Bullshit, baby. You’re like a ticking time bomb.”
He couldn’t deny it, so decided to vent. “Why did she have to come back now of all times?”
“Who?”
“Jessica.”
“Do you have a problem with her?”
“Yes, I have a problem with her. I hate her fucking guts.”
“Why?”
“Because,” he yelled and commenced to lean solidly on the down button.
Myrna gathered him into her arms, and he stopped harassing the elevator.
“You don’t hate her,” Myrna said.
“I do.”
“No, you hate that she turned one of your best friends into a pussy-whipped douche.”
He almost chuckled. It came out more like an
When the rest of Trey’s support team entered the waiting room, Brian pushed Myrna away and wiped his damnably leaky eyes on the hem of his T-shirt. Jessica entered with Sed, and Brian clung to the anger he felt toward the woman. Anger would keep the tears at bay. Compared to anguish, anger was an easy emotion for him to deal with.
So as he sat beside Myrna waiting for Trey to come out of surgery, he allowed himself to stew. Whenever he found his mind wandering to Trey and how much he would lose if that man was ripped from his life, Brian glared at Jessica sleeping peacefully against Sed’s shoulder and welcomed his aggravation at her reappearance in Sed’s life. For hours Brian focused on all the trouble the woman had caused—Sed’s grief and sleeplessness and his fucking callous disregard for Brian’s emotional entanglements with women. The fight at his bachelor party had started because of her. Everything bad thing that had happened to Brian in the past twenty-four hours—Hell, in the past two years —was Jessica’s fault. His argument with Myrna last night. Trey’s head injury. The black eyes Brian had sported on his fucking wedding day. Sed’s damaged throat. All of it—Jessica’s fucking fault.
Brian clung to his hatred for the woman like a security blanket. His disgust was the only thing that kept him from curling into fetal position under his uncomfortable chair and sobbing.
He had himself worked up into a fine fury toward the strawberry-blond bombshell by the time the doctor came into the waiting room to announce that Trey had made it through his surgery.
When the doctor said, “Brain injuries are tricky,” Brian knew he wasn’t going to hold it together much longer. Either he was going to have to hit something or he was going to fall apart in front of his new wife, his band mates, one of his rock heroes—Trey’s older brother, Dare—and that fucking pain in the ass, Jessica Chase. He was in no shape to sit waiting for Trey’s anesthesia to wear off, and his brilliant wife— bless her—seemed to recognize that.
“Brian and I will come back at eight a.m.,” she said, bossing around rock stars as only she could.
Eight? Yes, that should give Brian enough time to get his head together, and maybe Trey would be ready for company by then.
God, please, let him be ready for company by then.
“Then Sed and I will come at noon,” Jessica said.
As if Trey would want to see her at all. Brian glared at her. She didn’t belong here. He didn’t want her here. He knew Trey wouldn’t want her around either. But maybe Sed deserved her, because he was hanging on her every word like a lovesick tool.
Myrna had a bit more tact. The traitor actually seemed to like Jessica. Brian’s need to lash out grew exponentially by the minute. He said his goodbyes quickly, but avoided Sed, lest he punch him in the face. He couldn’t very well punch Jessica. He grabbed Myrna by the elbow and hurried to the elevator, hoping to God that they could get the hell out of this oppressive fucking hospital before he was forced to confront Sed face to face. He wasn’t sure he could control his rage at this point.
“Why are you so mad?” Myrna asked as he hammered on the down button at the bank of elevators.
“I’m not.”
“Bullshit, baby. You’re like a ticking time bomb.”
He couldn’t deny it, so decided to vent. “Why did she have to come back now of all times?”
“Who?”
“Jessica.”
“Do you have a problem with her?”
“Yes, I have a problem with her. I hate her fucking guts.”
“Why?”
“Because,” he yelled and commenced to lean solidly on the down button.
Myrna gathered him into her arms, and he stopped harassing the elevator.
“You don’t hate her,” Myrna said.
“I do.”
“No, you hate that she turned one of your best friends into a pussy-whipped douche.”
He almost chuckled. It came out more like an
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