a time. When I saw the crystal winking up at me, I screeched âYesssss!â at the top of my voice, and Grace hugged me tight.
âI had to scrape up loads of soil,â she said, breaking off the hug. âLook at my disgusting black nails!â
I thanked her about a million times as I put this last missing teardrop with the others and we jogged back to Hazeldean together on our way to see Miss Carol. When we were almost there Grace broke into a giggle. âSorry I tricked you,â she said. âI couldnât resist it!â
I laughed. âThatâs okay.â Surprisingly I didnât feel at all nervous any more now Iâd got all eight pieces of glass, though I couldnât help tensing up when we stood outside Miss Carolâs flat. âYou will come in with me, wonât you?â I whispered.
âCourse I will,â said Grace. And without hesitation I knocked on the door.
âCome in and sit down, girls,â said Miss Carol, a welcoming smile on her face as always. âWhat can I do for you?â
I took a deep breath and held out my hand with the eight crystals. I was watching her carefully and her eyes were out on stalks. âOh!â She seemed stuck for words. âWhâ¦where did you find them?â
And that was the first moment that it ever occurred to me that I neednât have worried about being expelled or anything because if I wanted I could simply tell a lie.
In the long grass at the side of the athletics field.
Amongst the rhododendrons that line the drive.
In the laundry room.
There were so many possible lies I could tell, but I knew it would be stupid to tell any of them, so I told the truth. And I finished off by saying, âIâm really sorry. I know I should have spent more time trying to read the notice on the door in the basement, but I was so excited about my art projectâ¦â
Miss Carol leaned forwards and patted my hand. âIt was brave of you to hand them in, Jess.â
âWill youâ¦will you tell Ms. Carmichael it was me?â
She nodded. âYes, I will, but Ms. Carmichael wonât need to share that information with anyone else, so donât worry.â
I thanked her, and Grace and I got up to go a few minutes later. But when we were almost out of the door, Miss Carol suddenly said, âSo what exactly were you going to use the glass for?â
âOh, just something for my art project, but it doesnât matter. Iâm not even entering the art exhibition now.â
âOh dear, thatâs a shame. Why is that?â
I shrugged. âI donât like the piece Iâve done any more.â
Miss Carol frowned and repeated that it was a shame, then we all said goodbye and that was that. The dreaded deed was done and I felt so much better.
âAre you double-certain about not entering the art exhibition, Jess?â Grace asked me as we walked over to supper.
âYes,â I said, my crossness flaring up again. âThe figures arenât right without eyes. Theyâre not how I imagined them.â
âYouâre not just kind ofâ¦punishing yourself?â Grace said then.
I hesitated because I didnât know what she meant, then shook my head firmly and said, âNo. I donât want people looking at my art when I canât bear to look at it myself.â Then inside my head, with a heavy sadness, I added, Especially not Brian Hodgson.
âSure?â Grace tried again, quietly.
âDouble-positive.â
And she gave up after that.
Chapter Ten
None of my friends could persuade me to change my mind about the art exhibition. They all looked at me as though I was totally mad when I just kept shrugging and said I simply wasnât bothered about it any more.
âBut I donât get why youâve changed your mind,â said Georgie. âI mean, whatâs different now from when you first started the project?â
âI just