put the coins back in his pocket and headed on towards Phibsboro.
CHAPTER TWO
Jean scraped a slice of burnt toast. She had burnt her breakfast because of
him
. She was very angry. Just who did Tony think he was? Youâd think heâd be a bit grateful to her mother for taking them in. For helping out when they were stuck. And they were stuck. Beggars couldnât be choosers. Her motherâs generosity had eased their financial situation a lot. Why couldnât Tony be more gracious?
Jean sat down. She took a bite of toast. She made a face. It tastedhorrible. Tony hadnât had much to eat either. Jean felt a pang. She was feeling remorseful now that her burst of temper was spent. She shouldnât have shouted at him the way she had. Just because he let the milk boil over. Her mother had started moaning about the way milk stains the cooker. There had been a full-scale row.
Her mother was not easy to live with. Jean had to admit it. She was fussy. She liked everything just so. If Tony left a paper on the chair sheâd fold it up neatly and put it in the paper rack. Always with a little arch of the eyebrows and eyes thrown up to heaven. Bridie Feeny never had to speak to make her disapproval known. One arch of her plucked eyebrows was enough.
Angela whimpered in her high-chair. Jean stood up and gently lifted her out.
âPoor baba,â she soothed. Angela snuggled in for a cuddle. Jean gave a little smile. They had been so excited when sheâd found out she was going to have a baby. Together they had decorated the small room in the flat. They had bought nursery wallpaper. She had even got a border to match. It was a beautiful border. It had little cows jumping over the moon.
Jean felt sadness well up. How she would love to be back in her cosy little flat. Just the three of them. Everything had been going so well for them. They had been saving for a mortgage. Their dream of buying their own house was shattered now. All their savings were gone. Tony felt a terrible failure. He felt he had let her and Angela down. Jean sighed. He shouldnât blame himself. It wasnât his fault. He was a good husband. And she loved him.
âMaamaa,â Angela interrupted her musings. Jean looked down at the little curly fair head. Tenderly she kissed her daughter. Angela was starting to talk. It was fascinating to listen to the garbled sounds and try to make sense of them. She could say hot. Everything was âhotâ. Jean had to watch her like a hawk now that she was crawling. Angela was fascinated by the fire. But fortunately, âAha hotâ was enough to stop her in her tracks. Sheâd be one in a couple of weeks. It was hard to believe.
Gently she laid her daughter on the floor. She watched her scoot around. Propelling herself on her little arms and legs.
Jean cleared the dirty dishes off the table. She filled the sink with hot soapy water. She washed the dishes slowly. Where had Tony gone, she wondered?
Jean stared out the window into the small back garden. Her mother kept it immaculate. But, despite Bridieâs best efforts, autumn leaves covered the neat lawn like a patchwork quilt.
Jean watched the early morning sun shining on the damson trees. There had been a shower when Tony left. It was over now. The sun was emerging from behind the grey clouds. She could see patches of blue in the sky. It was early autumn. The leaves were still crisp on the branches. Gold, red, russet, brown and some still green. The slanting rays of the sun danced over them. The light breeze made them tremble on the branches. A little gust now and then would make them quiver and rustle. And then some would float lightly down to join the crisp, crunchy pile beneath the tree.
It was a mild autumn so far. Therambling pink rose was still in bloom. So were the fuchsias in her motherâs hanging baskets. Their full pink-and-white blooms were glorious against the whitewashed walls. Tubs of pink and red
CHAPTER TWO
Jean scraped a slice of burnt toast. She had burnt her breakfast because of
him
. She was very angry. Just who did Tony think he was? Youâd think heâd be a bit grateful to her mother for taking them in. For helping out when they were stuck. And they were stuck. Beggars couldnât be choosers. Her motherâs generosity had eased their financial situation a lot. Why couldnât Tony be more gracious?
Jean sat down. She took a bite of toast. She made a face. It tastedhorrible. Tony hadnât had much to eat either. Jean felt a pang. She was feeling remorseful now that her burst of temper was spent. She shouldnât have shouted at him the way she had. Just because he let the milk boil over. Her mother had started moaning about the way milk stains the cooker. There had been a full-scale row.
Her mother was not easy to live with. Jean had to admit it. She was fussy. She liked everything just so. If Tony left a paper on the chair sheâd fold it up neatly and put it in the paper rack. Always with a little arch of the eyebrows and eyes thrown up to heaven. Bridie Feeny never had to speak to make her disapproval known. One arch of her plucked eyebrows was enough.
Angela whimpered in her high-chair. Jean stood up and gently lifted her out.
âPoor baba,â she soothed. Angela snuggled in for a cuddle. Jean gave a little smile. They had been so excited when sheâd found out she was going to have a baby. Together they had decorated the small room in the flat. They had bought nursery wallpaper. She had even got a border to match. It was a beautiful border. It had little cows jumping over the moon.
Jean felt sadness well up. How she would love to be back in her cosy little flat. Just the three of them. Everything had been going so well for them. They had been saving for a mortgage. Their dream of buying their own house was shattered now. All their savings were gone. Tony felt a terrible failure. He felt he had let her and Angela down. Jean sighed. He shouldnât blame himself. It wasnât his fault. He was a good husband. And she loved him.
âMaamaa,â Angela interrupted her musings. Jean looked down at the little curly fair head. Tenderly she kissed her daughter. Angela was starting to talk. It was fascinating to listen to the garbled sounds and try to make sense of them. She could say hot. Everything was âhotâ. Jean had to watch her like a hawk now that she was crawling. Angela was fascinated by the fire. But fortunately, âAha hotâ was enough to stop her in her tracks. Sheâd be one in a couple of weeks. It was hard to believe.
Gently she laid her daughter on the floor. She watched her scoot around. Propelling herself on her little arms and legs.
Jean cleared the dirty dishes off the table. She filled the sink with hot soapy water. She washed the dishes slowly. Where had Tony gone, she wondered?
Jean stared out the window into the small back garden. Her mother kept it immaculate. But, despite Bridieâs best efforts, autumn leaves covered the neat lawn like a patchwork quilt.
Jean watched the early morning sun shining on the damson trees. There had been a shower when Tony left. It was over now. The sun was emerging from behind the grey clouds. She could see patches of blue in the sky. It was early autumn. The leaves were still crisp on the branches. Gold, red, russet, brown and some still green. The slanting rays of the sun danced over them. The light breeze made them tremble on the branches. A little gust now and then would make them quiver and rustle. And then some would float lightly down to join the crisp, crunchy pile beneath the tree.
It was a mild autumn so far. Therambling pink rose was still in bloom. So were the fuchsias in her motherâs hanging baskets. Their full pink-and-white blooms were glorious against the whitewashed walls. Tubs of pink and red
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