chapter 2
DONâT BREAKÂ
 THE HANDS
That afternoon, Dan was nervous. It was the last match of the season!
Waiting for his turn wasnât much fun. Watching his teammates wrestle just made him more nervous. His wrestling uniform seemed too tight, and his shoes seemed too loose. Danâs heart was pounding, but his hands were cold. He couldnât seem to warm them up.
âCome on, Dan, relax,â said his big friend Rufus. âThis is supposed to be fun, right?â
âFun? This isnât fun. This is battle.â
âIt was a wrestling match, last I checked,â said Rufus.
âIâve just
got
to win it. You know what they say: âWinning isnât everything. Itâs the
only
thing.ââ
âThat doesnât even make sense,â said Rufus.
âMakes sense to me,â said Dan.
Finally Danâs turn came. He shook hands with a tough-looking kid just his size. The whistle blew. Dan went right after him. He took his opponent downâbut then the guy reversed him. Dan put the guy on his back for a secondâand then the guy put Dan on his back. It went back and forth like that until Dan wasnât even sure who was on top or who was ahead.
But at the end of the match, after they shook hands, it was the other guyâs hand that was raised over his head. Dan had lost.
In the locker room Dan was so mad he kicked a locker. He raised his fists to bang on it, too, but Willy and Rufus grabbed his arms to stop him.
âI worked so hard!â yelled Dan.
âHey, take it easy,â said Rufus.
âCome on,â said Willy. âSo you lost a match. Youâre the one whoâs always saying, âWhat doesnât kill me makes me stronger.â I donât think thatâs true of beating your fists on the locker, though. That just makes you injured.â
âYeah,â said Rufus, âif you break your hands, you wonât be able to go climbing tomorrow.â
âOkay, okay,â said Dan. He lay on his back on the bench. âMan, Iâve had it,â he said. âIâve really had it. I give up. Iâm tired of being the smallest kid in the class. Iâm tired of getting chosen last when we play volleyball at recess. I worked so hard at football! And I was still lousy. I worked so hard at wrestling! Iâm telling you, I give up.â
âAre you kidding me?â asked Willy. âYouâre the guy whoâs always telling us things like, âThere is no elevator to success; you have to take the stairs.ââ
âAnd,â said Rufus, ââThe harder you fall, the higher you bounce!ââ
âAnd, âIf at first you donât succeedâââ
âCan it, guys,â said Dan, âI donât want to hear it.â
âWhat I say is,â said Willy, âthat win or lose, the Scrubs still have fun. âWe came to play,â right?â
âNo, Iâm telling you, Iâm tired of being a Scrub.â
âHey, man, weâre proud of being Scrubs!â said Rufus.
âNot me. I tell you, Iâm tired of it,â said Dan.
Biff had come in from the showers while they were talking. âYeah, you guys think youâre so cool,â he said, âbut youâre too old for that stupid Scrubs stuff. Right, Dan?â Biff was an older kid, and one of the âinâ group. Heâd never been friendly with Dan.
âYou think so?â asked Dan.
âYeah,â said Biff. âYouâve outgrown it.â
chapter 3
TO PULL ORÂ
 NOT TO PULL
When Dan got home from school, the house was quiet. He went into his room and put on one of his CDs. He sat in his chair and looked at his posters. There were national champion wrestlers and pro-football stars and top climbers and kayakers all over his walls.
He wondered if those guys had ever lost as often as he had.
After a while, he heard his father come home. Dan