just aren't enough to dig us out of the hole we've dug." I look at her with a thoughtful expression. "What about Drakes grandparents house. Can't you sell that to raise some money?" Kitty looks horrified. "Oh no that isn't an option. We all love the place; it would be like selling our soul." I smile at her gently. "It's a special place alright. You know I admire you all. You are finding things tough but you still keep upbeat and don't give up. That says a lot about you as a family. You will find a way you know, things may be bad now but I have always found that things have a habit of working themselves out." Kitty smiles and stands up. "You're a sweet girl Scarlett. I am just sorry that you will be leaving soon. I haven't seen Drake this happy in months." She heads back to the bar and tears fill my eyes as I think about what she has said. I want for everything to work out for them and for them to be happy again but more than anything I don't want to leave Drake. I have made myself not think about my inevitable departure but hearing her voice it out loud brings home the reality to me. The trouble is now that I have let love into my life I don't want to ever let it go.
The place soon fills up and I watch as Drake gets ready to sing. I love watching him perform. He is in his element when he is singing and playing his guitar. I laugh as I see his usual fan club arriving. They don't worry me anymore. Drake makes me feel secure and loved and I know that they mean nothing to him. Once again we are rushed off our feet. Listening to him sing distracts me from the noise of the bar. It is as though he is all that I can hear and his voice fills my soul. Taking a minute I lean against the wall and watch him play. He gets that far away look in his eye as if he is transported to another world. Every so often he finds me and stares at me with so much love that it brings a lump to my throat. How can I leave him? My heart will break I just know. Suddenly I am aware that someone is standing next to me also watching him. Looking across I groan inwardly as I see that it's Taylor. She fixes me with a cold stare. "Better make the most of it Scarlett. The clock is ticking and soon the next semester will start. It's just a shame that long distance romances are doomed to failure. It's a long time to be apart from your summer love, soon the winter will set in and Drake may well decide to move on with someone else, shall we say a little closer to home." Willing myself not to rise to her obvious desire to start something with me I just smile sweetly at her. "That may be Taylor, but you see I may decide to stay after all. You see I have that choice. Either way it will be fine, you see when you find true love nothing gets in the way of it, not even a jealous old flame that has long burned out. Anyway I've enjoyed our little chat but I have work to do. If you'll excuse me." I move quickly away but not before I see the alarm on her face. Once again it's been a good night and the takings are up. Dylan takes his mother home and leaves Drake and I to lock up. Pulling me towards him Drake kisses me deeply. Pulling away he says huskily, "Come to the house with me Scarlett. I want to spend every minute with you that we have left. The thought that you will be gone in a few weeks is killing me inside." I can feel his despair and I share it. "Come on Drake. Let's go to the house. You're right we need to make the most of the time we do have." Hand in hand we walk to his grandparent's house. I fully intend on spending the night with him tonight and I don't care what my father thinks.
Chapter Eighteen
We wake up early in the morning and I smile to myself as I see him lying beside me. He is the sexiest man that I have ever met and I trace the tattoo on his arm. He looks at me sexily and pulls me against him. He kisses me gently and pulls back looking deeply into my eyes. "I love you Scarlett, you are my world, you know that don't you?" I kiss him and then