shot out of the darker part of the forest, sailed over the lake close to the water, and then turned sharply and headed deeper into the forest.
âWhy did they do that?â Uncle Wade asked me. âWhy did they change direction so rapidly?â The tone of his question reminded me of a teacher testing to see whether his student really was paying attention or to see just how smart the student was.
âThey saw their own image in the water and were frightened.â
He smiled and nodded. âThatâs exactly what you have to avoid, fearing yourself,â he said.
âMy mother, more than my father, makes me afraid of myself,â I revealed. Right from childhood, I found I could always be more honest about my feelings with Uncle Wade. He never wore the cloak of tension that my parents wore whenever they were around me.
He didnât look shocked. âYouâre still telling stories about things you imagine or remember, things that make no sense?â
âNot as much, no. I know how much my mother hates that, but sheâs constantly asking me now if I tell people things like I used to. I donât. She doesnât even want me to give my new friends advice.â
âI thought that was what was troubling you. I sensed it throughout breakfast. She means well. They both do.â
If they meant well, I wanted to ask, why did they keep so much about me and themselves secret?
We followed a path to the edge of the water. The wind paused. The trees were still. The rippling in the surface of the lake diminished. It was the second week of October. More birds had gone south. There were almost no insects. Squirrels and rabbits looked more desperate about finding food. Some of the leaves had taken on more yellow and brown. The tips of winterâs fingers were grazing the surface of the world around us like a blind man feeling his way, exploring to findthe best path over which to bring in the colder winds and the flurries of snow.
âWhat is it theyâre really afraid of, Uncle Wade? What do they think Iâll do?â I asked, and immediately held my breath.
Would I finally know?
Did they deliberately send me out here to walk with him so he could tell me something they couldnât tell me themselves?
âJust what youâve done, perhaps, sense your power, your abilities, and become arrogant. Arrogant people do bad things to others.â
âMy power? What power?â
He paused, lowered his chin, and raised his eyes. âDonât try to fool a professional,â he said. âYou know of what I speak.â He pointed to the center of his forehead. âThe third eye.â
âIâve done nothing to cause them to think I was being arrogant,â I said. âIâm hardly a snob. Itâs just the opposite. I practically tiptoe through the house. I rarely ask them any questions anymore.â
âNo matter what you might think, they want only the best for you,â he said.
We started around the lake. As we walked, I debated with myself about whether to confess having explored the files in my fatherâs office. Would he immediately tell my parents and reveal that I had lied to my mother?
âRemember when you were here last time and you put that marble on the kitchen table?â I asked.
âYes, one of my favorite ways to impress a small audience.â
âYou just looked at it, moved your hand, and made it roll off the table.â
âNow, youâre not going to ask me how I did that, are you?â
âNo. Maybe I know. Maybe Iâve done it.â
âOh, really,â he said, stopping and smiling. âIn that case, how did I do it?â
âOnce I saw that my father had left a file drawer open. I knew he always closed and locked that drawer.â
âAnd?â he said.
âI . . . was worried he might think I went into his private things, so I wished . . . I pictured the file drawer
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