Romance: JADEN: An MMA Fighter Romance (Bad Boy Tattoo Romance) (New Adult Pregnancy Short Stories) by Kristen Chase
Authors: Kristen Chase
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Nikki
I followed Sam to the bedroom to the right of the lounge room and he practically threw me onto the king size bed in the middle of the room. He jumped on top of me and I could feel his excitement pushing against my hip. He pulled my top and bra off and then lowered my skirt. He looked over me, from head to toe, while he undid his pants and revealed his large penis that stood hard and ready just for me. I gasped and he grinned with pride and hunger. He crawled on top of me and I could see the muscles in his arms tensing as he held himself up. His abdominal muscles protruded from his heavy body and I made sure I got one last touch before his naked skin lowered itself onto mine; closing the gap between us. His hands made their way over my entire body.
“You are so beautiful Nikki.” He said as he paused to look into my eyes and make sure I could see his sincerity.
Although I had an anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach this entire time, I hadn’t realised until now that a tear had taken its own initiative and travelled out of the corner of my eye towards my hair beneath me.
“Nikki what’s wrong? You’re crying?”
He pulled his body off me and lay next to me propped up so he could still look into my eyes. I raised my hands to my face and found the escaped tear slowly rolling away. Shit, what was I going to tell him? How was I going to explain this? I didn’t even know I had a problem till about five minutes ago. I really want to have sex with Sam, I know I do. This has nothing to do with him.
“Nikki?”
He looked so worried and I sat up, conceding to the realisation that we weren’t going to continue. Sam pulled the bedspread from under us so it came up around our shoulders and I held it around my body, suddenly insecure again about my nudity. He reached up to my face as I sat there in silence.
“I’m sorry.” He said and I looked into his eyes full of guilt.
“I was really enjoying this Sam. I wanted everything. I wanted more. Just…” I hesitated and he waited for me to continue without pushing me.
“I don’t know why I’m upset. I actually don’t think I’m upset. I just feel sick I think…wait no, not sick. I didn’t mean it like that. Oh, I’m just making things confusing, I’m sorry.” I had no idea how to explain myself without just blurting out my exact thoughts. I just wasn’t completely sure about them at the moment so I wasn’t sure if I really wanted to share them.
“Please don’t feel bad Kari. I shouldn’t have gone so fast so soon. I shouldn’t have even got you into this situation to begin with.”
I looked over at Sam, fear now coming into my mind that maybe he didn’t actually want me.
“Do you regret this?”
“That’s not what I meant at all Nikki. I loved every second but…well I just…you’ve come so far and this is inappropriate for obvious reasons and, myself being the older one, I should have made sure this wouldn’t happen.”
“I haven’t had sex in six years.” There you go, I just blurted it out. “I haven’t felt someone touch me in six years. I haven’t felt needed or wanted in six years. And I guess I never really did.” I felt further pain come to the surface as I bared my secrets to Sam. “I haven’t ever felt the way you made me feel, not even when I was having sex. I’m sorry, I should go.”
I began to stand up and Sam pulled my arm back to stop me. He placed his hands on my cheeks and kissed me lightly.
“It breaks my heart to know that you have never felt needed or wanted. You are the most amazing woman I have met and the scars you bear only make you more attractive in my eyes. You have such courage and strength and beauty and you deserve to be loved every day for the rest of your life.”
We looked at each other searching each other’s faces for an answer we didn’t know the question of.
“Will you be my first
Nikki
I followed Sam to the bedroom to the right of the lounge room and he practically threw me onto the king size bed in the middle of the room. He jumped on top of me and I could feel his excitement pushing against my hip. He pulled my top and bra off and then lowered my skirt. He looked over me, from head to toe, while he undid his pants and revealed his large penis that stood hard and ready just for me. I gasped and he grinned with pride and hunger. He crawled on top of me and I could see the muscles in his arms tensing as he held himself up. His abdominal muscles protruded from his heavy body and I made sure I got one last touch before his naked skin lowered itself onto mine; closing the gap between us. His hands made their way over my entire body.
“You are so beautiful Nikki.” He said as he paused to look into my eyes and make sure I could see his sincerity.
Although I had an anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach this entire time, I hadn’t realised until now that a tear had taken its own initiative and travelled out of the corner of my eye towards my hair beneath me.
“Nikki what’s wrong? You’re crying?”
He pulled his body off me and lay next to me propped up so he could still look into my eyes. I raised my hands to my face and found the escaped tear slowly rolling away. Shit, what was I going to tell him? How was I going to explain this? I didn’t even know I had a problem till about five minutes ago. I really want to have sex with Sam, I know I do. This has nothing to do with him.
“Nikki?”
He looked so worried and I sat up, conceding to the realisation that we weren’t going to continue. Sam pulled the bedspread from under us so it came up around our shoulders and I held it around my body, suddenly insecure again about my nudity. He reached up to my face as I sat there in silence.
“I’m sorry.” He said and I looked into his eyes full of guilt.
“I was really enjoying this Sam. I wanted everything. I wanted more. Just…” I hesitated and he waited for me to continue without pushing me.
“I don’t know why I’m upset. I actually don’t think I’m upset. I just feel sick I think…wait no, not sick. I didn’t mean it like that. Oh, I’m just making things confusing, I’m sorry.” I had no idea how to explain myself without just blurting out my exact thoughts. I just wasn’t completely sure about them at the moment so I wasn’t sure if I really wanted to share them.
“Please don’t feel bad Kari. I shouldn’t have gone so fast so soon. I shouldn’t have even got you into this situation to begin with.”
I looked over at Sam, fear now coming into my mind that maybe he didn’t actually want me.
“Do you regret this?”
“That’s not what I meant at all Nikki. I loved every second but…well I just…you’ve come so far and this is inappropriate for obvious reasons and, myself being the older one, I should have made sure this wouldn’t happen.”
“I haven’t had sex in six years.” There you go, I just blurted it out. “I haven’t felt someone touch me in six years. I haven’t felt needed or wanted in six years. And I guess I never really did.” I felt further pain come to the surface as I bared my secrets to Sam. “I haven’t ever felt the way you made me feel, not even when I was having sex. I’m sorry, I should go.”
I began to stand up and Sam pulled my arm back to stop me. He placed his hands on my cheeks and kissed me lightly.
“It breaks my heart to know that you have never felt needed or wanted. You are the most amazing woman I have met and the scars you bear only make you more attractive in my eyes. You have such courage and strength and beauty and you deserve to be loved every day for the rest of your life.”
We looked at each other searching each other’s faces for an answer we didn’t know the question of.
“Will you be my first
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