there. Not that I think they would do that while Finley's staying over. Before Jax will take him over to his house, he has a surprise for him ; an early birthday present. With what we have bought him already he has plenty but I let Jax have his way. He found a music store out of town that sells child size acoustic guitars. There was no way I was letting him buy an electric one. Jax wants to teach Finley to play and I can't wait to watch. This is the first time Jax and Finley will be together all day and overnight without me. From what I can tell they're both really excited. Finley has chosen what he wants to pack in his overnight bag and I can't help but feel a little nervous. The way he can be picky with his clothes can be a nightmare in situations like this. He packs a bag to my parents and he still changes his mind in the morning. That's why he has a selection of clothes over there. I just hope for Jax's sake Finley sticks with the clothes he has packed. Over the last four days Jax and I have taken our new relationship slowly and I'm really enjoying every minute of it. Nothing has really changed, apart from the kisses we steal when we think Finley's not looking and the passionate nights he stays over in my bed until midnight. It's horrible when he has to leave me but until we tell Finley, he has to. Our friends are really pleased for us. Even Sam, Mark and James seem happy for me and I'm so relieved that they are. I am so proud that they have finally managed to put their differences behind them, they are able to see Jax for who he really is and that he makes me very happy. I think this happened when they all saw just how amazing Jax is with Finley and they can see how much Finley loves Jax. This has helped them to get over whatever it was they held against Jax and the band. At 11:00am I know Jax has pulled up because I can hear Finley banging on the living room window and shouting at him. I am so thankful he is finally here to pick him up. Finley woke up at 6:45 this morning and since then; every couple of minutes he has asked me "is it time for Jax to come" Finlay is so over excited it's giving me a headache! Normally Jax would have been here earlier but today the band had to attend to some radio interviews. When Jax enters the front door I have a clear view of him , he’s standing in front of the sink having just washed the dishes. When he sends me a cheeky wink I can't help but blush. All images of last night rush through my mind. We have spent every night since Wednesday together and we have enjoyed the bed, floor, wall and my shower very, very much. Jax and Finley have their cuddle in the hallway and when he comes over to give me a welcome hug he whispers straight into my ear. "I'm going to miss you so much tonight baby." Those sweet words make my body tingle with need. I squeeze him hard and whisper that I love him. Jax gives me a kiss that seems way too short for my liking , but that's all I can get with two innocent little eyes here watching us. When we break apart Finley is looking up at us with a big smile. Why does it feel so weird that our nearly four year old son really wants us to be together? I think we should tell him soon, it's obvious he would be happy about the news. As cheesy as this may sound, I know that this time it is forever. I know I don't want to leave Jax ; I only just managed to leave last time because I thought I was doing what was right by him. I can't ever do that again. Not to me, not to Jax and most importantly ; I can't do that to Finley. Maybe as an extra birthday present we should let him know his mummy and daddy are boyfriend and girlfriend. Jax picks Finley up in his arms. "Right little man, are you ready for an early birthday present?" Finley's face lights up. "Yes! What is it?" "You'll have to wait and see. Go and say bye to mummy." Finley gets down and runs over to me. While he's hugging me he cheekily whispers. "Do you know what my present is