and he took me to the bed. He laid on top of me. The light in the room weakened. It was getting cloudy outside and it looked like it was going to rain. I felt safe, being there with Sam. It was warm and I felt loved.
We looked each other in the eyes and kissed. We caressed each other’s body and my heart began beating fast. Sam looked at me.
«I love you, but I’m afraid I might hurt you...»
I kissed him.
«You won’t».
He kissed me once again and entered my body. He was moving slowly and smoothly. Then it all became more passionate and I felt his body over mine, moving faster and faster. He took my arms and blocked them over my head.
He stood still on top of me for a long time. When he opened his eyes and started kissing my neck I felt happy. He then kissed my mouth. I loved his lips. We made love again and again.
He was sweating when we both came. We hugged for a long time. His skin tasted like honey.
«I’m so sorry, Claire. Did I hurt you? I’m so sorry...»
I was stuck.
«What are you talking about? It felt so good...»
He laid next to me and caressed my face. Then he touched my breasts and my belly... he blocked.
«I should be more delicate, I believe. I love you too much... I want to get lost inside of you».
«Are you telling me you want to have sex with me once again?»
He turned red and lowered his blue eyes. His hand was still on my belly.
«Let’s say that’s a possibility», he whispered. «I’ll kill Alexander if he finds you. Or any other man that might harm you».
The thought of Oscar came to my mind all of a sudden.
«Claire, please, don’t be scared. I’m jealous. I know you are a faithful woman... I want you to be happy. You’re a wonderful person, Claire. I love you so much...»
I caressed him and kissed his lips. He was my other half.
«I’m jealous too, you know. I know how it feels like. I’ll never love anyone else except for you». I took a deep breath and asked him what I had been thinking about for days. «Have you ever killed anyone?»
It somehow felt like he had.
«Yes».
I turned pale.
«It was long ago. You were walking in the street. You had been to a friend’s house and were willing to home. You didn’t notice that, but two men were following you. They...», but he didn’t complete the sentence.
«How long ago did this happen?»
«It was two years ago».
Two years... that was a lot of time. I had known Sam for three months.
«Sam...»
«Claire, please. I was already in love with you and wanted to protect you. I love you. It goes beyond the sex... I love you for who you are, for who you want to become. You’re the one I can always talk to. I want us to be sincere with each other. I’ll tell you everything. Always. Just hug me, Claire. I need to know that you still love me».
I hugged him.
«I’ll always love you, no matter what. Trust me».
We hugged for a long time. We were happy and I felt safer than ever. I couldn’t sleep, though, because I had so much stuff going through my mind.
He couldn’t sleep either. I could tell that from his breath.
He suddenly came on top of me and we made love. It was sweet, slow and delicate. I fell asleep into his arms.
On the morning after, I felt sick, as usual. We were still hugging and we were both willing to eat something.
We had breakfast and went out. We needed to find the sisters and ask them for help. Sam’s mother had been very clear on that: they would help us, no matter what.
It was foggy and windy. It looked like it was going to rain. The clouds were dark and the air was very humid. I could feel a sort of eletricity in the atmosphere. I was warm, though, thanks to the clothes Sam had picked for me.
We walked and walked, trying not to get wet.
Halifax was clearly a seaside town. The city centre was in the middle of a bay. History somehow met the new: there were people coming and going, buildings, places and stuff that kept going on throughout the whole day. We saw the Bank of Nova Scotia
We looked each other in the eyes and kissed. We caressed each other’s body and my heart began beating fast. Sam looked at me.
«I love you, but I’m afraid I might hurt you...»
I kissed him.
«You won’t».
He kissed me once again and entered my body. He was moving slowly and smoothly. Then it all became more passionate and I felt his body over mine, moving faster and faster. He took my arms and blocked them over my head.
He stood still on top of me for a long time. When he opened his eyes and started kissing my neck I felt happy. He then kissed my mouth. I loved his lips. We made love again and again.
He was sweating when we both came. We hugged for a long time. His skin tasted like honey.
«I’m so sorry, Claire. Did I hurt you? I’m so sorry...»
I was stuck.
«What are you talking about? It felt so good...»
He laid next to me and caressed my face. Then he touched my breasts and my belly... he blocked.
«I should be more delicate, I believe. I love you too much... I want to get lost inside of you».
«Are you telling me you want to have sex with me once again?»
He turned red and lowered his blue eyes. His hand was still on my belly.
«Let’s say that’s a possibility», he whispered. «I’ll kill Alexander if he finds you. Or any other man that might harm you».
The thought of Oscar came to my mind all of a sudden.
«Claire, please, don’t be scared. I’m jealous. I know you are a faithful woman... I want you to be happy. You’re a wonderful person, Claire. I love you so much...»
I caressed him and kissed his lips. He was my other half.
«I’m jealous too, you know. I know how it feels like. I’ll never love anyone else except for you». I took a deep breath and asked him what I had been thinking about for days. «Have you ever killed anyone?»
It somehow felt like he had.
«Yes».
I turned pale.
«It was long ago. You were walking in the street. You had been to a friend’s house and were willing to home. You didn’t notice that, but two men were following you. They...», but he didn’t complete the sentence.
«How long ago did this happen?»
«It was two years ago».
Two years... that was a lot of time. I had known Sam for three months.
«Sam...»
«Claire, please. I was already in love with you and wanted to protect you. I love you. It goes beyond the sex... I love you for who you are, for who you want to become. You’re the one I can always talk to. I want us to be sincere with each other. I’ll tell you everything. Always. Just hug me, Claire. I need to know that you still love me».
I hugged him.
«I’ll always love you, no matter what. Trust me».
We hugged for a long time. We were happy and I felt safer than ever. I couldn’t sleep, though, because I had so much stuff going through my mind.
He couldn’t sleep either. I could tell that from his breath.
He suddenly came on top of me and we made love. It was sweet, slow and delicate. I fell asleep into his arms.
On the morning after, I felt sick, as usual. We were still hugging and we were both willing to eat something.
We had breakfast and went out. We needed to find the sisters and ask them for help. Sam’s mother had been very clear on that: they would help us, no matter what.
It was foggy and windy. It looked like it was going to rain. The clouds were dark and the air was very humid. I could feel a sort of eletricity in the atmosphere. I was warm, though, thanks to the clothes Sam had picked for me.
We walked and walked, trying not to get wet.
Halifax was clearly a seaside town. The city centre was in the middle of a bay. History somehow met the new: there were people coming and going, buildings, places and stuff that kept going on throughout the whole day. We saw the Bank of Nova Scotia
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