truth because she slipped her arm out of my grasp and dropped the jacket to the floor. Then, taking both my hands in hers, she looked at me for a long, long moment. âYou have a look, Hal. You look like a sensitive guitar-playing painter who can run 5K in under fifteen minutes.â
Despite (or maybe because of) the intensity of her gaze, I laughed. âListen, I canât speak for the sensitive thing, but as for the restâI donât look like those things, Valentino. I am those things.â
But my joke didnât make her laugh. âExactly,â she said. Then she bent down, picked up the jacket, and slipped my arm into it.
Sometimes it was easier to humor Amanda than to fight her, and now was definitely one of those times. I let her work the jacket over my shoulder, then slipped my other arm into it. She came back to stand in front of me, untucking the collar where it had gotten twisted.
âAah,â she said, looking at me like I was something sheâd made and was pleased with.
âSatisfied?â I teased.
She moved me a few paces to the left, then turned me around to face a mirror that hung on the back of a dressing-room door.
I had to admit itâthe jacket made me look very, very cool. It was cut broad at the shoulders and narrow at the waist, and seeing me in it, youâd think Iâd just hopped off my motorcycle and was heading to play a quick guest set with Mick and Keith.
âYouâve got a good eye, Valentino, Iâll give you that.â I forced myself to look away from that guy staring back at me in the mirror. Because there was no way around itâhe was way cooler than Iâd ever be. âNow, letâs go.â I started to remove the jacket.
But Amanda put her hand on my chest, stopping me.
âYouâre going to tell me that the clothes make the man, so I need this jacket, right?â I asked.
She shook her head slowly. âDonât you get it, Hal?â
âWhat?â Suddenly I didnât feel like joking anymore.
âNature forms us for ourselves, not for others; to be, not to seem.â
Now it was my turn to shake my head. âStill not getting it,â I admitted.
And now she was the one who smiled. âI am saying that you need this jacket because you donât need this jacket.â
Heart pounding, I entered Friedaâs number and typed a reply.
BLACK LEATHER VINTAGE JACKET. HAL.
It seemed Iâd barely hit SEND when my phone buzzed again. I flipped it open and read the new message on my screen.
I NEED TO SEE U. TAKE THE 1:42 FROM
ORION TO BALTIMORE ON SAT. MEET ME
@ THE OLD TRAIN STATION. I WILL NOT
CONTACT U AGAIN BTWN NOW & THEN.
There was one final sentence, three words long.
TELL NO ONE.
Chapter 11
I went to Baltimore alone.
At first I was going to tell Callie and Nia about Friedaâs text. I knew I should. I kept hearing my momâs voice:
What would you want them to do if the situation were reversed?
And of course the answer was obvious: Iâd want them to tell me.
When we were walking out of school together on Friday and they started talking about how we needed to find a way to convince our parents to let us go to Baltimore so we could find Dr. Joy, I tried to change the subject. âDo you realize nobody but Thornhill seems to know weâre supposed to be in Saturday detention for the car thing?â
As soon as the sentence was out of my mouth, I thought about how my dadâs always saying there are no accidents. Had I mentioned our not having to serve detention out of a guilty conscience? Was part of me hoping theyâd suggest we all go to Baltimore together on Saturday so that Iâd have to bring them with me to meet Frieda or at least tell them about her?
If so, my plan backfired, since my mentioning Saturday provided them with the opportunity not to suggest we spend the day investigating but to remind me that some of us were going to be spending Saturday
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