and now, now I actually want to do it . I take a deep breath in through my nose and offer my arse up to him. He rubs small circles with his thumbs as he pulls my cheeks apart, I feel him nudge the tip of his cock at my hole, he feels wet and hot; very gently, very slowly he pushes his tip inside me. I instantly tense.
“ Gently,” I whisper. Yay, I can still speak.
“ I know, I am. Can I push in some more?”
I nod . He has one hand holding onto my hip and the other still guiding himself in to me; he nudges deeper and I can’t help but let out a little moan. It burns for a second, then it’s just all sensation.
“ Fuck Lauren, more?”
I nod and he slides right in, there is no pain this time, just a full and stretching sensation. He’s completely still, letting me adjust to him . He grazes his teeth down my neck and shoulder and I let out a moan. He kisses between my shoulder blades and whispers against my skin.
“ Lauren, you make all my dreams come true, do you get that? Do you understand just how much I fucking love you? You’re my everything, my always, my forever.”
His hand traces down my spine and holds on to my other hip as I try to process his words, this whole moment is so intense, our reunion, this sex, his words and the amazing sensations I am now feeling as he very slowly starts to move inside me. He kisses me one last time on my back as he says
“Okay baby, I’m gonna move, very slowly I’m gonna move, if it’s too much, too painful or too intense tell me and I will stop. Lauren, you okay?”
I bite down on the inside of my lip . Am I? I don’t know what I am right now, but I nod anyway. Very gently he pulls back a fraction and then slides back in, my muscles clamping round him, I can feel every single ridge and vein and bump on him and it just makes me want more of him. It’s not painful at all, it’s like nothing I have ever experienced and I am now wondering why I have never tried this. He eases back once more and this time as he slides back in, I push back on him.
“ Fuck.” Is all that he says.
I say nothing , because I can’t. Right now, for me, there’s nothing, no one else anywhere, just me and him, now, doing this, my head is spinning with desire like I have never known, could never imagine and I just want more, more of this, more of these sensations, more of him. We find our rhythm and I know I am going to explode soon. I just need, something.
“ Twist on the vibrator and rub it on your clit baby, I’m gonna come soon.”
I do as he says; the sensation is amazing, I push back against him so that he fills me further and slide the vibrator inside me, if I can feel it, I know he will be able to as I push it against my walls, against him. I have no control over what happens next, my orgasm is so intense it’s more like a convulsion, the instant I felt the vibrator touch him through my skin i t shakes me, the instant he feels the vibrator against him, he explodes, I feel every single pulse and throb inside me. Both of us totally out of control, rocking against each other, shaking, falling, together. Gabe is almost chanting behind me. He loves me. He wants to marry me. He wants to fuck me all weekend. He wants to marry. I can’t leave him again, ever.
“ Fuck Lauren, God, fuck,” are basically what he says, I on the other hand am rendered speechless, boneless and breathless.
I fall down flat on the bed, his body following mine but he somehow keeps from crushing me. I close my eyes, try not to pass out and wait for the world to stop spinning. He kisses my hair and my head, my ear, my neck, I adjust my position, inadvertently pushing back onto him and let out a contented sigh . I instantly feel him twitch inside me and I can’t help but smile.
I feel him laugh against my back as he says into my ear , “Did you feel that?”
I smile and nod .
“ See what you do to me? Fuck Lauren, I’m possessed, this ain’t normal, surely this can’t be normal, I will happily
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