Chapter One Harper Allison stared up the full height of the metal and glass twenty-five story building towering in front of her like a bearer of doom. She imagined Alex hidden away in his elegant home office with his Bluetooth headset glued to his ear as he handled the myriad details someone in his position took care of. As CEO of some corporate conglomerate she didn’t begin to understand, he spent an inordinate amount of time conducting business on the telephone. In between today’s business calls he’d attempted to reach her more than once. Her hand tightened on the cell phone she’d yet to answer for fear she’d say something she couldn’t take back. Not that seeing him in person would make any of this any easier but she owed him more than a phone conversation. The insistent buzz of another voicemail vibrated in her hand, shredding her nerves even more. Like it or not, this night had been coming for weeks now. Tonight she had to take off her collar and ask her Master to release her. Tears burned at the back of her eyes and the constant pain in her chest tightened. The thought of telling the man she loved that she didn’t want to see him again made her sick to her stomach. Although not as sick as the night she’d confessed her true feelings to a room that turned so silent when she spoke the ill-timed words, she could have heard a pin drop. Harper growled in frustration and wiped frantically at the lone tear that had escaped onto her cheek. No. This wasn’t going to happen this way. She had more backbone than that. Somewhere. The scene Alex had prepared for them that night had gone perfectly. Her Master had an obsessive eye for detail and he’d gone all out for her first time with a whip. An elegant meal hand fed to her, no cell phones to interrupt them, and a hungry look in her Master’s eyes that made her want to fall at his feet. Her eyes slid closed as the memory overtook her. She barely remembered the song that played in the background, only that her nude and shackled body had swayed to the rhythmic beat, getting lost in the energy. The soft glow of the candlelight had filled the now fully furnished dungeon in Alex’s penthouse condo. As much as he’d reassured her that he’d take the scene slow, fear had kept her muscles tight with anticipation until the first light kisses of his whip on her shoulders had taken her breath away. Not because they were painful. On the contrary. She’d expected a much harsher bite the first time he struck her skin. His whip had felt like a million butterfly kisses erupting across her skin, which eventually morphed into enough pain to send her flying. With the soft scene music weaving through her mind, the strikes were timed perfectly with the beat and she’d quickly succumbed to Alex’s masterful touch. As with most of their scenes, time had stood still and she’d spent several hours as the sole focus of his attention. Her shoulders sagged. If only that were the case beyond the scenes. In the early days of their relationship it had been shiny and new for them both. He’d barely allowed her out of bed long enough to run her bakery. But as months passed and some of the newness wore off, so did Alex’s attention. Not that she blamed him per se. Running businesses that size came with heavy responsibilities that left a man like him with little personal life. In the beginning she hadn’t minded. Her bakery had taken off pretty quickly and she’d had her own fair share of growing pains to contend with. In fact, not long ago she’d finally hired a business manager to help her maintain her small chain of three New York stores. Business was surprisingly good and she had no complaints in that regard. Now she had the opportunity to take some time for herself. Harper wrapped her arms around her stomach. Lately her thoughts had turned toward more than just business. The thought of getting married again and starting a family had begun to haunt her. She loved him and