back pocket and starting to wipe my hands. Nicole tossed the shopping bags down and turned towards me.
“Hey.” Nicole rocked up on her tiptoes.
“Hey.” I smiled down at her.
“You want to stop by later tonight?” Nicole asked in a hushed tone. Only for our ears.
“Yeah. I’ll let you know when I’m on my way.” Pussy whipped.
Later that night…
I pulled up to Nicole’s house around nine o’clock. I stood on her porch, regretting what I was about to do. She answered the door wearing yoga pants and an old Condemned Angels MC t-shirt that had the neck cut out and was hanging off her shoulder. I ran my tongue over my bottom lip and made my way over the threshold.
Without a word, I pulled her against me, Nic’s backside pressed into my front. I couldn’t wait another fucking minute to touch her. To savor what is mine and what always will be mine. A small moan mixed with a sigh came from Nicole. Her body melted into me. I latched onto the dip between her neck and shoulder. I nibbled my way back behind her ear. Nic’s arms came up behind her, grabbing a fistful of my hair. The only problem was I couldn’t stop thinking.
“Why did you stop?” She turned in my arms and looked up at me.
“Just have a lot of my mind.” I rubbed my fingers along her waist.
“You’re not regretting the other night are you?” She started to withdraw her arms from around me.
“No, not that, babe.” I grabbed her wrists in my hands, and looked down at our joined hands.
“Then, what is it? You’re a Prospect, so you can’t have real serious club matters yet.” She giggled, but soon stopped when she noticed I wasn’t laughing.
“That’s just it, Nic.”
“I’m confused.”
“I’m always going to be there for my club. Now, and down the road.”
“Yeah, no shit, Sherlock.”
“I think with you going away to school, that it will give you a good opportunity to find someone.”
“What the fuck, Jeremy?”
“You deserve better than this, than me. Get you away from all the club bullshit and move on with your life.”
“Did you even consider my thoughts or feelings on this stupid ass plan of yours?” Her arms crossed her chest.
“Yeah. I think it’s for the best.” I rubbed the back of my neck, unable to look into her eyes.
A fake laugh came from her, and she shook her head from side to side. I took the risk and stared into her eyes. Tears were already threatening to fall. I felt like I had been punched in the gut.
“Nic.” I reached for her, but she leaned away. Now, she avoided eye contact with me, and she bit the inside of her cheek as tears rolled freely down her face. Fuck- I couldn’t stand when females cried, let alone her.
“Just go.”
“Let me just-“
“No! You got what you wanted from me, now you can just leave,” she shouted at me, while she shoved past me and opened the front door.
“It’s not like that, Nic!”
“Yeah, sure. Whatever you say, Jeremy.” She was stubborn as fuck, and I should have expected her to throw my ass out.
“I meant what I said that night, just remember that.” I love you.
“Goodbye.” Her eyelids closed, more tears escaped. Pissed off at myself and the entire fucking situation, I stormed past her. Out of her house and out of her life. I had to keep reminding myself that this was what was best for her.
Present
Eva
In Jax’s room, he had me playing the waiting game. I waited for him to finish up with club work, whatever that is. I’ve been uneasy since Hunter confronted me about Isabella. There is only one way Hunter could have found out about our daughter. Jax. Could he have made the connection between the two? Does he know? I’ll be fucking done if he finds out the truth. Before my mind could wander any further, Jax entered our room; his eyes scanned me sitting on our bed. I wore a black tank and cotton booty shorts, Jax’s favorite. His blue eyes seemed distant and for the first time in a long time, I couldn’t read
“Hey.” Nicole rocked up on her tiptoes.
“Hey.” I smiled down at her.
“You want to stop by later tonight?” Nicole asked in a hushed tone. Only for our ears.
“Yeah. I’ll let you know when I’m on my way.” Pussy whipped.
Later that night…
I pulled up to Nicole’s house around nine o’clock. I stood on her porch, regretting what I was about to do. She answered the door wearing yoga pants and an old Condemned Angels MC t-shirt that had the neck cut out and was hanging off her shoulder. I ran my tongue over my bottom lip and made my way over the threshold.
Without a word, I pulled her against me, Nic’s backside pressed into my front. I couldn’t wait another fucking minute to touch her. To savor what is mine and what always will be mine. A small moan mixed with a sigh came from Nicole. Her body melted into me. I latched onto the dip between her neck and shoulder. I nibbled my way back behind her ear. Nic’s arms came up behind her, grabbing a fistful of my hair. The only problem was I couldn’t stop thinking.
“Why did you stop?” She turned in my arms and looked up at me.
“Just have a lot of my mind.” I rubbed my fingers along her waist.
“You’re not regretting the other night are you?” She started to withdraw her arms from around me.
“No, not that, babe.” I grabbed her wrists in my hands, and looked down at our joined hands.
“Then, what is it? You’re a Prospect, so you can’t have real serious club matters yet.” She giggled, but soon stopped when she noticed I wasn’t laughing.
“That’s just it, Nic.”
“I’m confused.”
“I’m always going to be there for my club. Now, and down the road.”
“Yeah, no shit, Sherlock.”
“I think with you going away to school, that it will give you a good opportunity to find someone.”
“What the fuck, Jeremy?”
“You deserve better than this, than me. Get you away from all the club bullshit and move on with your life.”
“Did you even consider my thoughts or feelings on this stupid ass plan of yours?” Her arms crossed her chest.
“Yeah. I think it’s for the best.” I rubbed the back of my neck, unable to look into her eyes.
A fake laugh came from her, and she shook her head from side to side. I took the risk and stared into her eyes. Tears were already threatening to fall. I felt like I had been punched in the gut.
“Nic.” I reached for her, but she leaned away. Now, she avoided eye contact with me, and she bit the inside of her cheek as tears rolled freely down her face. Fuck- I couldn’t stand when females cried, let alone her.
“Just go.”
“Let me just-“
“No! You got what you wanted from me, now you can just leave,” she shouted at me, while she shoved past me and opened the front door.
“It’s not like that, Nic!”
“Yeah, sure. Whatever you say, Jeremy.” She was stubborn as fuck, and I should have expected her to throw my ass out.
“I meant what I said that night, just remember that.” I love you.
“Goodbye.” Her eyelids closed, more tears escaped. Pissed off at myself and the entire fucking situation, I stormed past her. Out of her house and out of her life. I had to keep reminding myself that this was what was best for her.
Present
Eva
In Jax’s room, he had me playing the waiting game. I waited for him to finish up with club work, whatever that is. I’ve been uneasy since Hunter confronted me about Isabella. There is only one way Hunter could have found out about our daughter. Jax. Could he have made the connection between the two? Does he know? I’ll be fucking done if he finds out the truth. Before my mind could wander any further, Jax entered our room; his eyes scanned me sitting on our bed. I wore a black tank and cotton booty shorts, Jax’s favorite. His blue eyes seemed distant and for the first time in a long time, I couldn’t read
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