he said as she climbed off the back of his bike and he kissed her bye. She watched as he rode out of sight then walked toward her house, thinking about her make out session with Billy, it was more than a make out session, she wanted him, every inch of him, forever. He was so gentle with her, his touch, his kiss, his tongue on her body, the feel of his naked skin against hers, she hadn’t wanted it to end. He so knew how to make her feel good, she wanted to cry at that moment.
Her thoughts were all over the place though, mangled in pieces, flooding and confusing her mind so much she felt like she could never put the pieces back together again. Her sleep had been filled with dreams, of lust and her family was giving her strange looks every time she seen them. What am I supposed to do, I want him. I love him? She felt like they had been together all their lives. Meant to be together, something was going to have to change in her life, and soon she determined.
She saw the lights in the house, and she dreaded going inside, She would be in trouble again, she was sure of it. Time had ran away from her and she had missed Supper, but she had to go in and face them, she put one foot slowly in front of the other as she took the dreaded steps inside the door and her Dads voice hit her instantly
“Well, well, well if it isn’t the long lost Emily.” Jack spoke “You missed supper young lady.”
She stopped in the doorway, “Sorry Dad, I was reading by the creek and forgot the time.” She said easily, carefully.
To her relive he didn’t say anymore, but she could feel the tension in the room. Jesus this is tough, she thought and had an unpleasant feeling of guilt. For what Emily ask herself, but deep in her heart she knew why the guilty feeling lingered in her mind, because she knew, the war would soon begin, she couldn’t hide this forever.
She should break it off now before things went any further, she knew that. But she couldn’t, because these feeling would stay with her forever always haunting her, always close to her heart and if she didn’t try to have a relationship with Billy, She would never get past him. Judy’s voice brought her out of her thoughts
“You want to go shopping with me tomorrow Emily?” Judy ask as she turned her attention from the TV.
“I don’t know Mom, I” Emily started as Judy interrupted her “What’s got into you Emily?” Judy pointed her finger at Emily, “no you are going to town with me, I don’t know what you’re up to but it can’t be good, because you’re not talking about it.” Judy’s voice calmed as she got off the couch and touched Emily’s arm. As Emily turned to face her Mom. Judy gave her a reassuring smile. “Sweetheart, if it’s a boy, its ok you don’t have to hide him from us, your seventeen. A boyfriend’s ok. I just don’t want you messing your life up. Now come on let’s go to town in the morning, I’ll buy you some new clothes.”
Emily opened her mouth to speak but she couldn’t force the words to come out. How could she? How could this relationship work if she couldn’t even tell her family about Billy? She knew that she loved him, and wanted him more then she had ever wanted anything in her life.
Emily wiped the tears from her eyes, then walked to her room and sent Billy a message, I have to go to town with Mom, in the morning. I need sometime on my own, she thought to herself, as she walked over to her dresser and looked at herself in the mirror, “Emily, you are hopeless she told herself.”
* * *
Billy rode up to his house on his dirt bike, and jumped off, he could see his Dad setting on the porch, smoking a cigar. “Billy you were supposed to help me in the garden today” Andy shouted, his face red with anger.
Dam, Billy thought, I wish he would just shut up and quit nagging me, this has went on all week. Just shut up he wanted to yell at him. Billy felt the anger boiling inside him, he just wanted to be left
Her thoughts were all over the place though, mangled in pieces, flooding and confusing her mind so much she felt like she could never put the pieces back together again. Her sleep had been filled with dreams, of lust and her family was giving her strange looks every time she seen them. What am I supposed to do, I want him. I love him? She felt like they had been together all their lives. Meant to be together, something was going to have to change in her life, and soon she determined.
She saw the lights in the house, and she dreaded going inside, She would be in trouble again, she was sure of it. Time had ran away from her and she had missed Supper, but she had to go in and face them, she put one foot slowly in front of the other as she took the dreaded steps inside the door and her Dads voice hit her instantly
“Well, well, well if it isn’t the long lost Emily.” Jack spoke “You missed supper young lady.”
She stopped in the doorway, “Sorry Dad, I was reading by the creek and forgot the time.” She said easily, carefully.
To her relive he didn’t say anymore, but she could feel the tension in the room. Jesus this is tough, she thought and had an unpleasant feeling of guilt. For what Emily ask herself, but deep in her heart she knew why the guilty feeling lingered in her mind, because she knew, the war would soon begin, she couldn’t hide this forever.
She should break it off now before things went any further, she knew that. But she couldn’t, because these feeling would stay with her forever always haunting her, always close to her heart and if she didn’t try to have a relationship with Billy, She would never get past him. Judy’s voice brought her out of her thoughts
“You want to go shopping with me tomorrow Emily?” Judy ask as she turned her attention from the TV.
“I don’t know Mom, I” Emily started as Judy interrupted her “What’s got into you Emily?” Judy pointed her finger at Emily, “no you are going to town with me, I don’t know what you’re up to but it can’t be good, because you’re not talking about it.” Judy’s voice calmed as she got off the couch and touched Emily’s arm. As Emily turned to face her Mom. Judy gave her a reassuring smile. “Sweetheart, if it’s a boy, its ok you don’t have to hide him from us, your seventeen. A boyfriend’s ok. I just don’t want you messing your life up. Now come on let’s go to town in the morning, I’ll buy you some new clothes.”
Emily opened her mouth to speak but she couldn’t force the words to come out. How could she? How could this relationship work if she couldn’t even tell her family about Billy? She knew that she loved him, and wanted him more then she had ever wanted anything in her life.
Emily wiped the tears from her eyes, then walked to her room and sent Billy a message, I have to go to town with Mom, in the morning. I need sometime on my own, she thought to herself, as she walked over to her dresser and looked at herself in the mirror, “Emily, you are hopeless she told herself.”
* * *
Billy rode up to his house on his dirt bike, and jumped off, he could see his Dad setting on the porch, smoking a cigar. “Billy you were supposed to help me in the garden today” Andy shouted, his face red with anger.
Dam, Billy thought, I wish he would just shut up and quit nagging me, this has went on all week. Just shut up he wanted to yell at him. Billy felt the anger boiling inside him, he just wanted to be left
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