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all the same, and I concentrated on the birds’ shrieking.
    Kath produced a flashlight. “It’s stupid to stay out this late,” she grumbled. “I should have been watching.”

Chapter Nine
    Kath
    1965-1967 / Western California
    WELCOME KATHERINE PETERSON, read the fuchsia cardboard sign on the door to my dorm room. Thrilled and mortified by the public attention, I knocked hesitantly. That first night at U.C. Davis was a bad Carol Burnett skit. There was Dad lugging my high school graduation present luggage that he had won at a union raffle. Mom trailed behind us with an iron in one hand and a shoe box of chocolate chip cookies in the other. My legs were sticking to my jeans from our long, hot car ride. My new roommate, Judy, greeted us with a broad Princess Grace smile, dressed in white shorts and a baby blue blouse, the perfect fashion for 100-degree Sacramento Valley weather. Not that there was anything snooty about her, really. She acted more friendly than I had expected for someone from Anna Head School. Amazingly eager to meet me.
    As Mom and Dad entered the modern dormitory cell, they looked shorter, older, worn. After a few awkward exchanges, Dad said, “Well, it’s a long drive back to Oakland. We better get started.”
    As Judy and I ate cookies and talked about Orientation Week, I veered between excitement and exhaustion. That night, lying in my twin bed four feet across the tiny room from her, I found it hard to sleep; the day’s events swirled wildly in my brain. Then there was Judy’s snoring. I didn’t know girls could snore. Neither my sister nor any of the girls on the camping trip snored. Well, I would get used to it. I would get used to everything. Still, I couldn’t sleep.
    That first morning of orientatio n I stood, sniffing the brand-new smell of my books and studying the blond, blond girls and guys bicycling around the green, green campus. Davis felt like a science fiction movie. What the hell was I doing here? No one in my family had been to college. Martha and I were the first ones to finish high school. I didn’t have a clue how to be a coed. My stomach turned. Well, these bicyclists had all been new at some point, too. I would learn. The Orientation Week would be fun, filled with movies, hayrides, dances and lectures. Perching on a bench in front of Freeborn Hall, I placed the expensive books beside me. Here I was, finally, at college. This strange place. Alone. My mind hadn’t quite arrived. That was the problem. I had spent so much time getting ready to come, finishing up my summer job at Roos Atkins, packing, convincing my parents again and again that college wasn’t an absurd idea. I was an average American girl. Look at Adele, Paula, Donna and Nancy. Going to college was the next step. But my parents hadn’t taken these stairs and even I wasn’t sure they led anywhere. That day, surveying the eerie academic stage set, I felt very scared. I didn’t know how to behave in a lecture, whether you wrote down every word or tried to memorize the stuff as the professor went along. What if I didn’t make any friends? What if I was in the wrong place? Martha said I was living in some Mademoiselle magazine fantasy. Mom said a secretarial diploma would offer more security; Dad wanted to know (of course, Dad)—wasn’t I just going to get married anyway? As I sat in the midst of this sweltering, verdant campus, tears and sweat streamed down to the collar of my once white blouse. I was certain my parents had been killed in a crash on the way home the previous night.
    We were all hanging out in Elbe’s room, which was big enough for two beds, although for some reason she didn’t have a roommate. I envied her, but Judy said she wouldn’t have it any other way and did I mind if she called me Kathy, which sounded softer and prettier than Kath. When I asked her not to, she shrugged and said, all right, everyone had a

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