Pushing Reset by K. Sterling Page A

to keep from laughing. “And when we were playing basketball, you wiped your face with your t-shirt the way you’ve done about a thousand times before and I almost swallowed my tongue. I couldn’t be around you and not get turned on. At night, I’d have the most insane dreams, I was almost afraid to go to sleep. Some nights, I was practically climbing the walls, trying to think of anything else so I wouldn’t give into temptation and jerk off while thinking about you,” Brandon said and a bark of laughter burst from Jude.
    “Really? I don’t think there’s been a day in the last twenty years that I didn’t think about you and rub one out at least once,” Jude said and Brandon shook his head.
    “No way. There’s no way I would have been able to face you without having a nervous breakdown if I’d gotten off while thinking about you,” Brandon murmured and Jude nodded his head in understanding. He used to feel awkward around Brandon but he’d had years to adjust.
    “I’m sure all of this is a bit of a shock for you. You’re handling it really well though,” he said gently as his hand stroked Brandon through his pants. Brandon hummed as he turned his head and found Jude’s lips.
    “I wouldn’t describe my current mood as shocked,” he whispered and Jude grinned as their lips brushed. Brandon’s tongue traced Jude’s lips and there was more heat. “I feel relieved, Jude. I thought I was asexual. I just had no interest in sex and my body never felt things. Now, it’s like I’m awake and I want to try everything.” Brandon turned and pushed Jude back on the bed. “Can we have sex tonight?” He asked and Jude’s eyes flared as he looked up at Brandon.
    “That depends on what your definition of sex is?” He said slowly. Brandon might not be feeling any shock but hearing him ask if they could have sex was not something Jude’s brain could process easily. Brandon licked his lips as he stared down at Jude. This is so surreal, Jude thought as his eyes followed Brandon’s tongue.
    “I’m thinking it involves your cock in my ass, or mine in yours,” Brandon said as his lips lowered and settled over Jude’s. “We could take turns, flip fuck.” His lips clung to Jude’s and his breath was cool and minty. Jude groaned as he slid his hand into Brandon’s hair.
    “You’ve got to slow down with the porn, dude.” His other hand glided down’s Brandon’s back and slipped beneath the waist of his pants. Brandon growled softly as Jude’s hand wrapped around the firm swell of his ass and squeezed. “You’ve been gay for about a week. Everyone loves blow jobs but anal sex is a whole different game,” he warned and Brandon raised his head and looked confused.
    “Isn’t that what gay men do? That’s how they have sex, right?” He asked as he ground his hips against Jude’s. He was definitely turned on by the idea. Jude shrugged as he pushed Brandon’s pants down over his ass.
    “There’s a lot we can do that doesn’t involve this,” he murmured as his fingers traced the cleft of Brandon’s ass. Brandon shivered and his cock twitched between them. “Some guys don’t enjoy getting fucked or fucking guys like that,” Jude explained and Brandon’s brows pulled together.
    “I assumed it was mostly blow jobs and anal sex,” Brandon said and Jude shook his head.
    “That’s what you get in porn. Or when you’re meeting up with someone from Grindr. I know gay couples that don’t have a lot of anal sex. There are lots of other ways to get off,” Jude explained and Brandon chewed on his lip for a moment.
    “Are you not into it? I just assumed that you did a lot of that,” he said and Jude laughed softly as his fingers slipped between the cheeks of Brandon’s ass. Brandon hissed and became very still.
    “Oh, I really like fucking men. I’ve always been a little hesitant about letting men fuck me because it always made me feel submissive if I didn’t really know or like them. But I