said Fanny.
âNot really. But thank you.â
âBetter than me.â
âWhat I am is cold,â said Ellen.
âHome?â said Henry.
âHome,â said Ellen, nodding.
âHow about one lap together ï¬rst?â asked Fanny.
Off they went. Henry hummed a carol. Fanny moved her head up and around and over and down.
Ellen grinned. âWhat are you doing?â she asked.
âMaking a ï¬gure eight,â Fanny replied, blushing. âImagining it.â
Ellen took Fannyâs elbow and coaxed her into a little dance. âWhen I was a girl,â said Ellen, âGrandpa John told me that it wasnât ï¬gure eights I was forming, but rather the symbol for inï¬nity.â
âThe symbol for inï¬nity is the same as an eight?â Fanny asked.
âNot exactly,â Ellen replied. âItâs lying down. This way.â Ellen drew it with her ï¬nger. âHorizontal.â
âIn-ï¬n-i-ty.â Fanny pronounced it slowly. âThatâs the word Kai had to spell with the pieces of ice in âThe Snow Queen.ââ
âNo,â said Henry. âThatâs eternity.â
Fanny wrinkled her nose. âOh,â she said. âDonât they mean the same thing?â
âTheyâre similar,â Henry answered, âbut theyâre deï¬nitely different.â
Eternity. Inï¬nity. Fanny made a mental note to look them up in the dictionary at home.
A wooden stake sprayed with a runny splotch of ï¬uorescent orange paint marked the halfway point. When they reached it, Henry announced suddenly, âRace to the bench! Last one has to bring in some ï¬rewood! Go!â
Fanny took off, her skates clicking and clacking against the ice. She sped ahead with reckless abandon. Out of the corner of her eye, she could see everyone: her father, her mother, her dog. And everything became so alive and heightened and dazzling. Everything stunned and pleased her: The way her fatherâs voice had boomed in the night and still rang in her ears. The way the wind pulled a strand of her motherâs hair across her face, dividing it perfectly in half. The way Dinnerâs tongue hung out of her mouth like a pink sock. The way theair she breathed through her nose felt icy as it entered her, then burned inside her head. The way the streetlamp turned into a halo when she squinted at it. The way the matted pellets of snow on her new mittens became diamonds. The way her toes were so cold they were hot. The way the big, lone, skeletal elm tree in the distance looked like a giant wineglass.
How could one moment be crammed with so much?
Fanny could barely contain herself. âI love you,â she called gleefully, not thinking of one person or one thing or anything speciï¬c.
âMe, too,â said Henry.
âMe, three,â said Ellen.
Dinner barked and won the race.
On Christmas night, Fanny dreamed.
She was waiting at the dining room table. âWhatâs for dinner?â she asked.
âWind sauce and air pudding!â Henry bellowed.
âIâd rather skate,â said Ellen.
It was snowing inside the house. Flakes as big as milkweed ï¬uff fell gently. Through the whiteness, Dinner emerged. She was standing up on her hind legs, humanlike, carrying a tray. As she came closer, Fanny noticed that she was skating and that the tray held three glasses of milk, each with a red licorice straw. The ï¬oor had turned to ice.
Although they were in the dining room, Fanny saw that there were brilliant orange embers in the ï¬replace and that all four burners of the stove were turned on. Four ï¬aming blue crowns.
âElm trees without their leaves look like wineglasses,â said Henry.
âDonât lick the snow off the porch railing,â said Ellen. âYour tongue will stick.â
And then Fanny was standing by the front window, rubbing the steam away with her hand.