Poems 1960-2000

Poems 1960-2000 by Fleur Adcock

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views distract from what’s at hand.
    But here’s the tarn, spangled with quick refractions
    of sunlight, to remind me where I stand.
    There’s no way on or back except by walking
    and whichever route I choose involves a climb.
    On, then, no question: if I find myself
    lacking in energy, at least I’ve time.
    It will be cooler when I’m facing north –
    frost often lingers there – and I’ll take heart
    from gazing down again on Rydal Water.
    The point of no return was at the start.

The Spirit of the Place
    Mist like evaporating stone
    smudges the bracken. Not much further now.
    Below on the other side of the village
    Windermere tilts its pewter face
    over towards me as I move downhill.
    I’ve walked my boots clean in gravelly streams;
    picking twigs of glittering holly
    to take home I’ve lacerated my fingers
    (it serves me right: holly belongs on trees).
    Now as the early dusk descends behind me
    dogs in the kennels above Nook Lane
    are barking, growling, hysterical at something;
    and from the housing estate below
    a deep mad voice bellows ‘Wordsworth! Wordsworth!’

The Vale of Grasmere
    These coloured slopes ought to inspire,
    as much as anything, discretion:
    think of the egotisms laid bare,
    the shy campaigns of self-projection
    tricked out as visits to Dove Cottage
    tellingly rendered. Every year
    some poet comes on pilgrimage
    along these valleys. Read his verses:
    each bud of delicate perception
    sprouts from a blossoming neurosis
    too well watered by Grasmere –
    in which he sees his own reflection.
    He sits beside a tarn or ghyll
    sensitively eating chocolate
    and eyes Helm Crag or Rydal Fell
    plotting some novel way to use it.
    Most of the rocks are wreathed by now
    with faded rags of fluttering soul.
    But the body finds another function
    for crags and fells, as Wordsworth knew
    himself: they offer hands and feet
    their own creative work to do.
    ‘I climb because I can’t write,’
    one honest man said. Better so.

Letter to Alistair Campbell
    Those thorn trees in your poems, Alistair,
    we have them here. Also the white cauldron,
    the basin of your waterfall. I stare
    at Stock Ghyll Force and can’t escape your words.
    You’d love this place: it’s your Central Otago
    in English dress – the bony land’s the same;
    and if the Cromwell Gorge is doomed to go
    under a lake, submerging its brave orchards
    for cheap electric power, this is where
    you’d find a subtly altered image of it,
    its cousin in another hemisphere:
    the rivers gentler, hills more widely splayed
    but craggy enough. Well. Some year you’ll manage
    to travel north, as I two years ago
    went south. Meanwhile our sons are of an age
    to do it for us: Andrew’s been with you
    in Wellington. Now I’m about to welcome
    our firstborn Gregory to England. Soon,
    if Andrew will surrender him, he’ll come
    from grimy fetid London – still my base,
    I grant you, still my centre, but with air
    that chokes me now each time I enter it –
    to this pure valley where no haze but weather
    obscures the peaks from time to time, clean rain
    or tender mist (forgive my lyrical
    effusiveness: Wordsworthian locutions
    are carried on the winds in what I call
    my this year’s home. You’ve had such fits yourself.)
    So: Gregory will come to Ambleside
    and see the lakes, the Rothay, all these waters.
    Two years ago he sat with me beside
    the Clutha, on those rocks where you and I
    did our first timid courting. Symmetry
    pleases me; correspondences and chimes
    are not just ornament. And if I try
    too hard to emphasise the visual echoes
    between a place of mine and one of yours
    it’s not only for art’s sake but for friendship:
    five years of marriage, twenty of divorce
    are our foundation. It occurred to me
    in August, round about the twenty-third,
    that we’d deprived ourselves of cake, champagne,
    a silver tea-service, the family gathered –
    I almost felt I ought to send a card.
    Well, that can wait: it won’t be long before
    you have my

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