her ears before she said, âI think thatâs an excellent idea.â The doctorâs demeanor showed that she was annoyed but in control. âMr. Burke, what Iâm trying to tell you is that you donât even have a first opinion yet. The procedure Iâve outlined is simply to get you to that point. In two or three days, when the swelling is reduced, I suggest you take him to the sports medicine clinic in Champaign.â
âNo offense, okay?â
âNo offense at all.â
The Darvocet pills Coley took smothered the pain, but they also put him in the fitful sleep that activated dreams. Some of the dreams were about Bree and some were about his brother, Patrick. They seemed to be rooted in actual events but embroidered with preposterous details.
His mother came down the first morning to ask him how the ankle was.
âIt hurts like hell. Iâm going to take some more of those pain pills.â
âDonât overdo that,â she cautioned him. âJust take them if you have to.â
âThey put me to sleep and they give me dreams. You donât have to worry about the ankle, though. Iâll be okay.â
His mother smiled without parting her lips. âIâm not about to worry about another sports injury, with all weâve had in this house.â
That had to be the truth. Coley remembered the time Patrick played a whole football game with his broken hand in a soft cast.
âIâve made up twelve of these,â his mother told him, holding up a Ziploc baggie full of ice cubes. âTheyâre in the freezer.â
âAre you going to bring my breakfast down too?â Fat chance .
âI think you know me better than that,â was the answer. âYou need help, but you donât need a servant.â
Coley peeled back the Velcro strips that secured the plastic ankle splint so he could apply the ice cubes. âThanks anyway, Ma. For the ice, I mean.â
âDonât call me Ma. Are you going to school today?â
âNot today.â
âHow about tomorrow?â
âNot tomorrow, either.â
âIs that your decision, or your fatherâs?â
âHe doesnât want me to take any chances. On the stairs, or whatever. I havenât practiced much on the crutches yet. If it was up to me, Iâd rather go to school.â Saying so, Coley thought of Bree. Maybe she could come over after school and help with the business of nursing him back to health.
âIf it were up to you,â said his mother, repeating his own words but lacing them with innuendo. She took a seat on the edge of his bed and stared out the only window, which was just above ground level.
âYeah. If it were up to me. I donât want to get caught in the middle of this, Mother.â
âBetter me than you, Coley? Is that what youâre trying to say?â
âYou know thatâs not what I mean either.â
âThatâs the story of our family, isnât it? Caught in the middle?â
He knew what she was getting at. If she wasnât caught in the middle, then he himself was. âExcept for Dad,â he said.
His mother looked at him. âHe may be caught in the middle more than either one of us,â she said.
â Him ? How?â
âBetween sons,â was her quick reply.
âThatâs too much to think about. My head hurts.â
His mother was wearing the white ruffled blouse and the beige pleated skirt. She had on her high-heeled shoes. Before she left the house, she would put on the gold blazer with her name tag, then go sell houses. She would make lots of money doing it, but Coley had to believe that if she stopped getting paid, she wouldnât take much notice of the fact. She would probably go right on making appointments and showing houses.
Maybe I should talk to her , he thought. Maybe I should talk to her more . âIâve been having dreams,â he told her. âOne of
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