Perfect Nightmare by John Saul

countertops—or the lack of them—aren’t going to make the difference in our family ! Besides, we’ve already had those, we’ll have them again. Just not right now, okay?”
    Kara sighed in defeat and closed her eyes. She had a headache from looking at too many apartments that were just too small, too dark, too old-fashioned, too modern . . . too . . .
    Too not their house on Long Island.
    Steve slammed on the brakes and her eyes snapped open again. A river of red taillights flashed ahead of them, reflected on the wet pavement, and a hand with an uplifted middle finger was waving at them from the small sports car that had cut in just ahead of them, forcing Steve to dodge to avoid rearending it.
    And now the jerk was flipping them off!
    “This commute is something I’m not going to miss,” Steve said through clenched teeth. “It’s a wonder more people don’t get killed out here.” He glanced at Kara, then reached over and patted her knee reassuringly. “Hey, things are going to be okay—we’ll find the right place, and we didn’t get killed just now, and in the end everything’s going to be fine.” When Kara made no response, he squeezed her leg, then returned his hand to the steering wheel. “Why don’t you give Lindsay a call?” he suggested. “Tell her we’ll be home in another half hour or so.”
    Kara dialed Lindsay’s cell phone, but all she got was Lindsay’s voice mail. “Hi, honey,” Kara said, leaving a message. “It’s nine-twenty and we’re on our way home. We should be there around ten.” After a slight hesitation, she added, “Call my cell when you get this, okay?” She clicked off.
    Steve, frowning, looked at her. “Isn’t she supposed to keep her cell phone on?” Kara nodded, but Steve wasn’t sure she’d heard him. “That was the deal, right?” he pressed. “We’d pay for the phone if she’d leave it on so we could reach her?”
    Kara chewed at her lower lip, then pressed the speed dial digit that would connect her to their home phone.
    On the fourth ring the answering machine picked up, and she pressed in the code that would let her listen to any messages that might have been left.
    Nothing.
    “She’s probably in the shower,” Steve said. “Or maybe she left us a note.”
    “Maybe,” Kara agreed, but she didn’t believe it. In fact, she had a feeling that something was wrong. “Maybe I ought to call Dawn's,” she said, as much to herself as to Steve.
    He glanced over at her again, hearing the worry in her voice. “Hey, come on, honey—nothing’s wrong.”
    “She’s not home, and her cell phone’s not on,” Kara replied. “That means—”
    “That means she’s seventeen,” Steve broke in, hearing a note of panic creep into his wife’s voice. “She could be at Dawn's, or she could have gone to a movie, or she could be any number of other places. Her phone might even be on but she’s just in some dead spot—God knows, half the time I can’t get any reception at all in Camden Green.”
    And I know when something’s wrong, Kara told herself. I always have. As traffic thinned and they picked up speed, she looked out into the dark countryside, rain sliding past the window, and tried to tell herself she was wrong, that it was just the cumulative discouragement of the entire day that was getting to her. And it wasn’t just the apartment hunting, either. It was the prospect of having to turn into an urban corporate wife, spending more and more time with people like the Bennetts, who had managed to make even a dinner at Café des Artistes a miserable experience. Maybe she was just tired, and upset with everything that was going on in their lives, and there was nothing wrong at all.
    She closed her eyes and tried to quiet her mind.
    But it didn’t work.
    Something was wrong.
    Something was terribly wrong.
    Suddenly all she wanted was to be home.
    Home with Lindsay.

Chapter Seventeen
    I must write down every detail of what happened, lest I forget