upper hand, and the explanation of which he was looking forward to with curiosity. Also he was amused by the lieutenantâs obvious pleasure in his own composition.
âWell?â said Roget at last, without looking up.
âWell?â said Didier.
Roget gave a start at the sound of the voice, then looked up. The expression on his face was one of unpleasant, almost angry surprise.
âWell, Iâll be . . . I thought you were killed. In fact I reported here in the . . .â
âBut you didnât wait to make sure, did you, Roget?â
âNow look here . . . What dâyou mean, anyway?â
âWhen you ran away. After killing Lejeune.â
âHave you gone out of your head? Killing Lejeune, what are you talking about?â
âYou know. You threw the bomb.â
âCertainly I threw the bomb. What dâyou want me to throw? Bouquets?â
âWell, that bomb killed Lejeune. And if you hadnât been drunkââ
âIâve had enough of this!â
âI donât doubt it. Youâve gotten yourself into a bit of a mess, Roget.â
âWell, if thatâs your attitude, I donât mind telling you that youâve gotten yourself into a worse mess.â
âHowâs that?â
âIâll tell you,â said Roget. âIâve been thinking about it. First, general insubordination. Second, threatening to kill your superior officer. Thatâs mutiny number one. Third, refusing to obey an order and inciting others to do the same. Thatâs mutiny number two and three. Fourth, firing at your superior officer. Thatâs attempted murder and mutiny number four. How dâyou think those charges would look on paper?â
âWell, since you mention it,â Didier answered, âI say they wouldnât look half as good as these. Drunk on duty. Endangering the lives of your men through drunken recklessness. Refusal to take counsel. Wanton murder of one of your men. Gross incompetence in general and finally, Roget, cowardice in the face of the enemy. Donât forget you ran away. How did you explain that in your report?â
Both men were silent for a few moments, then Roget began to smile that unpleasant smile of his.
âI see. So thatâs it, is it? I didnât explain it in my report. But Iâll explain something else to you, and I advise you to think it over carefully. Itâs simply this. Iâm an officer and youâre a private. Itâs my word against yours. Whose do you think is going to be believed? Or let me put it another way, if you like. Whose do you think is going to be accepted? Have you ever tried bringing charges against an officer? Just think it over for a while.â
The two men fell silent again. Roget went back to his report and pretended to read it. Didier looked at the top of the lieutenantâs head.
âThatâll make him think twice,â Roget told himself. âLucky for me I did kill Lejeune, if I did. He would have made a devilishly inconvenient witness. As soon as I get him out of here Iâll write up charges, just in case his tongue starts to wag. In fact, Iâll tell him Iâm going to do it. Yes, Iâll certainly tell him. It may stop him from getting funny in other ways. The fool, bringing such accusations against an officer. He hasnât a chance. Hope he realizes it. Quits all round or Iâll take the jump on him now and have him arrested. I hope to God he gets killed tomorrow. Dangerous fellow. Suppose he gets drunk and starts to talk. Arrest him now and nip things in the bud? But if heâs killed? Yes, that would be the best. Oh, God, kill him, kill him, kill him. . . .â
âAll right, Roget, Iâve thought it over. What do you propose?â Didier had, as a matter of fact, done no thinking whatever after the first instant of silence, the instant which it had taken his thoroughly practical mind to register the thought:
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